A slap in the face where? To everything you've said? Everything you've wanted to achieve?

[ rolling his shoulders with an irritated his, Karkat stands. hands on his hips. goddamn, adults just don't get it. this peace loving troll just doesn't understand. ]

Yeah. I hate myself. It's no big secret. Most of my remaining friends now this shit and Jade may or may not have made a passing jibe at this fact. That does not mean I've been motherfucking worthless. Yes, I helped organize everyone to at least win the game. Sure, I was the one that said we needed to troll the shit out of the humans. That stuff is important. I get that.

What I don't get is why me over the other nooksludges I played that game with. Vriska? Steals luck. Equius? Void powers that we probably could have fucking tapped into. Feferi? She was our fucking Life player! I'd like to think that the ability to revive people would have been pretty damn useful, don't you?

Me? I sucked as a Knight. The only real knightly thing I did was pacify the goddamn clown to prevent more loss. A clown that, I'm pretty sure, will hide shit even from his moirail so what good does that really do us?

It's not that I'm worthless but instead just plainly and simply not worthy.