[ He felt so sick to his stomach. Just hearing all of this-- He couldn't stand it. It hurts so much.
He didn't know what to do with himself. He was feeling a lot of emotions in the same time and it was killing his focus. Still, Tavros is smart enough to acknowledge that he is not allowed to make any choices right now. Despite all the temptation to scream it out, he refrained from doing so.
He is emotional right now. Cool it down. Take a breather and think.
He looks at Gamzee again and he shrugged. He looked so horribly feverish at this point. ]
... Of course it meant nothing to you. That's why you felt the need to hide it from me and then lie about it, right?
[ He turned to his side, taking a few steps forward with his hand pressed against his abdomen. ]
He had his lips all over you, and you ... enjoyed it. You liked it. You didn't see anything wrong with it. You didn't feel guilty. At that moment, you cared about no one but your fucking self.
The only reason you're saying all of this and apologizing because you've been caught. That's the only thing you're sorry for.
... You don't care about anyone but yourself.
[ Honestly, in this point he was merely speaking out what he had in mind. The tone and the expression in his face, though- as if he just came to the realization of how fucked up Gamzee is. Tavros looked like he was on the edge of losing it, and he forced himself to settled on the bed.
With his hands on his knees, the lowblood took in a breath and cleared his throat. ]
I think ... you should leave now. Y-Yes. You need to leave. Right now.
I want to be alone.
[ Also, it would be nice if you hurry up? Yeah. You are not allowed to see him like this. ]
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He didn't know what to do with himself. He was feeling a lot of emotions in the same time and it was killing his focus. Still, Tavros is smart enough to acknowledge that he is not allowed to make any choices right now. Despite all the temptation to scream it out, he refrained from doing so.
He is emotional right now. Cool it down. Take a breather and think.
He looks at Gamzee again and he shrugged. He looked so horribly feverish at this point. ]
... Of course it meant nothing to you. That's why you felt the need to hide it from me and then lie about it, right?
[ He turned to his side, taking a few steps forward with his hand pressed against his abdomen. ]
He had his lips all over you, and you ... enjoyed it. You liked it. You didn't see anything wrong with it. You didn't feel guilty. At that moment, you cared about no one but your fucking self.
The only reason you're saying all of this and apologizing because you've been caught. That's the only thing you're sorry for.
... You don't care about anyone but yourself.
[ Honestly, in this point he was merely speaking out what he had in mind. The tone and the expression in his face, though- as if he just came to the realization of how fucked up Gamzee is. Tavros looked like he was on the edge of losing it, and he forced himself to settled on the bed.
With his hands on his knees, the lowblood took in a breath and cleared his throat. ]
I think ... you should leave now. Y-Yes. You need to leave. Right now.
I want to be alone.
[ Also, it would be nice if you hurry up? Yeah. You are not allowed to see him like this. ]