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animus_network2012-09-20 07:12 pm
extraordinarily) wrote in animus_network2012-09-20 07:12 pm
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This has to end.
I'm getting really annoyed at all the memories I'm gaining, and the pain that comes with them. I don't want to see the memories that don't belong to me: especially when they're supposed to be private.
... And Satou-chan, if you're reading this: we need to talk.
[action; floor 39]
[She knows how much pain Satou's been through. And the fact that 'Satou' wasn't even her real name. Of course, she didn't necessarily care, or even want to know why she decided to scrap it. But even though she understood, she had to distract herself.
In this case, it was to use magic to carve things into the walls, the floors, everywhere. One of the things she does is put this symbol on the floor, as large as she can. Another is to use the walls to write the same thing over and over, like an ominous sign. "I am Haruhi."
It's her way to keep her from forgetting her 'true' name, her true self. But if anyone shows up, there might be more than one problem on their hands. Because not only was she destroying the floor, she was hurting herself, using a kitchen knife to write her name on her arm. Sorry, Satou's body, but the mental pain has got to stop.]
[ooc: responses will come fromempathetically.]
I'm getting really annoyed at all the memories I'm gaining, and the pain that comes with them. I don't want to see the memories that don't belong to me: especially when they're supposed to be private.
... And Satou-chan, if you're reading this: we need to talk.
[action; floor 39]
[She knows how much pain Satou's been through. And the fact that 'Satou' wasn't even her real name. Of course, she didn't necessarily care, or even want to know why she decided to scrap it. But even though she understood, she had to distract herself.
In this case, it was to use magic to carve things into the walls, the floors, everywhere. One of the things she does is put this symbol on the floor, as large as she can. Another is to use the walls to write the same thing over and over, like an ominous sign. "I am Haruhi."
It's her way to keep her from forgetting her 'true' name, her true self. But if anyone shows up, there might be more than one problem on their hands. Because not only was she destroying the floor, she was hurting herself, using a kitchen knife to write her name on her arm. Sorry, Satou's body, but the mental pain has got to stop.]
[ooc: responses will come from
empathetically.]
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She takes a deep breath, responding more vaguely than she'd like to. ]
... I don't kill unless it's the only way to protect people.
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... Really, now. [Of course, her voice shows that she doesn't exactly trust those words.] And what if you don't remember killing someone?
[That... is possible, right?
And suddenly Satou is Natsumi Kimiyoshi.]action
[ EXCEPT YOU DID. ]
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[And though it shouldn't, it's hurting. She wants it to go away so badly.]
But... it's bothering me.
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