second weeping lily | text

[vestigialdream]

I heard about all the chaos the admins have caused. I hope everyone is all right. I would offer to help, but I cannot fight.

That being said, I have a question: is there anyone else here who cannot or will not communicate verbally?

Thank you for your time.

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[vestigialdream]

I had not thought of it that way. Still, if I had done something instead of just hiding, maybe

[But what could she have done against such a thing?]

That's how I think about it, anyway.

[chainsawn]

...

But it can't be changed anymore already, right?

[vestigialdream]

No, it can't. Especially with our worlds destroyed.

[It was still a terrible shock, though.]

[chainsawn]

You can't change it. You can dream about it, and try to change it that way, but.. there's no other way to change it anymore. It's the past..

[vestigialdream]

I know that, but I still have trouble speaking.

[chainsawn]

Maybe you should practice. Isn't that what people do when they can't do something and want to learn?

[vestigialdream]

Yes. I'm trying. I'm trying, but it isn't coming back as quickly as I thought it would.

[chainsawn]

It's really that difficult? I never could've imagined..

[vestigialdream]

For some reason, it is.

[...It's called being traumatized, Platina.]

[chainsawn]

Would having anyone else's help make it easier..?

[vestigialdream]

I do not know.

Thank you just the same for offering. Please don't be worried, I was just [...Huh. What was this...?]

I wanted to communicate with others, but I didn't want to misuse the network somehow, so I asked a question.

[chainsawn]

If you want to talk to someone, that's fine. I know the feeling. Being alone.. it's sad. It's a worse feeling than anything else in the world.

So if you ever want to talk, you can always talk to me.

I don't mind.