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[The Cu Chulainn that appears in the feed is a far cry from his normal, cheerful self. His hair looks even more disheveled than it usually is. His eyes have narrowed into slits and vein are popping all over his face. And his spear is out for all to see.]

WHERE IS SHE?

[He screams into the monitor, slamming his fist down on the keyboard and shaking the entire terminal.]

WHERE IS AYAKA SAJYOU? WHICH ONE OF YOU BASTARDS TOOK HER? WHICH ONE OF YOU TOOK MY MASTER?

[He takes a deep breath before he screams again.]

AND WHICH ONE OF YOU FUCKERS ERASED HER NAME ON HER DOOR AND MADE HER A GRAVE? GET THE FUCK OVER HERE AND I MIGHT LIMIT MYSELF TO BREAKING YOU IN HALF!

[He knows. He knows that these are usually indicators that people had left the Tower for good. But he doesn't want to admit it. If he does, it means he's failed his Master again...]

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[Even as he tries to fight it, his lip quivers, and he starts crying again. He turns around and covers his eyes so Diarmuid won't have to see his tears.]

Thank you.

[Even if he might not deserve Diarmuid's friendship, there is no way he would disregard it.]

But loyalty and honor...I don't know if I have either at the moment.

[For the sake of loyalty, he had dragged his honor through the mud. He had let his Noble Phantasm be sealed away. He had allowed his Master to use him in a humiliating manner. And in the end, he had killed his Master anyways. Not only that, but the tragedy had repeated and he had lost Ayaka too.]

[Diarmuid steps forward and puts a hand on his roommate's shoulder, giving it a comforting squeeze.]

Don't hide your tears from me. I won't judge you for them. You have seen me shed enough to know that.

You know, I don't know that I feel I have honor or loyalty now either, but we can't let that stop us. We have to keep moving forward so that we can one day reclaim those things that Fate has taken from us. Those we have lost deserve it and, more importantly, we deserve it.

[He nods.]

Fate took those things from you.

[He turns back to Diarmuid.]

But do you really think I can try too? This was...already my second time.

Fate took them from us both.

[His voice is very stern for those words, but the sternness soon fades.]

You shouldn't have been put into that situation. Does that sound familiar to you? It's as true for you as it was for me.

And this is my third chance, not my second. Even so, I have no intention of letting numbers stop me from trying. I would certainly hope you feel the same way.

Help me with that, alright?

[He tries to look cheerful, but his expression comes off as childish and unsure.]

Let's both go for the third time together?

[Diarmuid smiles at him and the smile actually manages to reach his eyes.]

Of course. After all, someone has to keep you out of trouble and on task.

And someone has to keep you from getting in over your head.

[He can't quite tell Diarmuid that counting Scathach, this is already his fourth chance. He kept on getting chances...and he kept on wasting them.]

[Even if the conversation might be done, he makes no move to leave the area of the terminal. Or rather, he makes no move to part from Diarmuid. Now, more than ever, he wants something that won't disappear once he turns around.]

[Of course, this mood probably won't last for long. Once he gets his energy back, he'll probably run off somewhere to vent.]

I'm not going to argue for once. This place likes to let me get in over my head far too easily. I need someone to help me out with that.

[Diarmuid reaches out and gives his roommate's arm a gentle squeeze. He recognizes that desperation from earlier in the week when they had died. All things considered, he's not too surprised to see it resurface after something like this, so he is perfectly willing to stand there just as long as his roommate needs him to.]

[Lancer gives his friend a grateful smile.]

H-hey...you wanna get back in our room or something? Afraid I've kinda...made a mess here.

[And he's pretty sure that he'll make a bigger mess of some other place, sooner or later.]

I don't mind, at all. I actually thought about suggesting it, but I didn't know if it would help or not.

[He smiles as a thought crosses his mind.]

I still have some of the cookies that Mami made me. Why don't we have some? Things like that, they use them as comfort foods, right? I think we both could use some comfort right now.

[Granted, his roommate can use it more than he can, but Diarmuid's head is still aching itself from all that raw emotion.]

[To tell the truth, he'd prefer to drown his sorrows, but who was he to say no to cookies?]

Yeah, we can have some. Who's this Mami girl? Get a new girlfriend this time?

[He seems to be back up to form...]

[Diarmuid reaches out and gives his roommate's hair a ruffle before pushing him in the direction of their room.]

She's my friend. Friend! Actually, she's kind of like an adoptive daughter to me.

[He sighs and then laughs.]

I must really miss my family. Come on you, lets get some cookies.

[He laughs and starts walking.]

And here you were accusing me of collecting girls that age.

...So care to introduce me to your daughter sometime?

[This is a smile that promises only naughty things.]

[Diarmuid gives him a wary, but amused look out of the corner of his eye.]

Only if you promise to behave. We were talking about having a tea party when things settled down. Maybe you could come?

[He raises an eyebrow.]

Tea isn't really my thing.

[It reminded him a great deal of Saber and all.]

...And your invitation is a little late. She would have appreciated it more.

[He sighs.]

But what the hell. If you're the one inviting me, I'll try to come.

[~~Blame Ganon if he ends up being a no-show.~~]

It's not so much about the tea, though she really likes it. It's about being together with friends and talking. I'll let you know when we get something planned. We've not really set a date or anything. Just said we wanted to.

[And hopefully, Mami won't mind he asked someone else to come.

Diarmuid looks over at his roommate when he mentions Ayaka.]

I am really sorry. I wish it hadn't happened. But you got more time with her you wouldn't have otherwise. That has to be worth something.

Yeah...it was...nice, to have her as a Master.

[If he hadn't been devoted to Misaya, he would have wanted Ayaka as a Master.]

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