015 ♑ [fifteenth honk] [video/text.]

[hystericull]

[Gamzee sits in front of the camera. He looks... different. Not just the obvious different that is the huge, stitched up gash across his forehead, either. He's been picking at the sutures there - they're loose and crooked, and the wound has started to reopen a little. All of that prodding and fussing has made the puckered skin around it burn a bright, angry purple - the same color as the bloody gunk seen between the gaps of the stitches.]

[Even though the video is on, he makes no effort to make eye contact, or address the network verbally. Instead, he just looks like he's concentrated on typing, looking down at the keyboard, then back up to the screen, but never moving his eyes up to the camera.]

dId you ever all get your motherfUcKiNg nOtIcE On.
of JUST HOW ALL FUCKIN SILENT THIS WHOLE MOTHERFUCKING PlAcE ReAlLy bE Up aNd At?
SoMeTiMe a BrOtHeR JuSt aLl gOtTa sHuT ThEm lOoKsTuBs and open all up to the noiseless noise his motherfuckin hear ducts.

[He laughs silently, rereading his text. He looks genuinely calm. For a moment. Then, his face falls, and he pecks away at the keyboard a little harder.]

MAYBE YOU ALL WEREN'T NEVER AT FUCKIN HEARING SUCH SHIT WHAT I ALL BE NOW MOST MOTHERFUCKIN BEREFT IN.
maybe you ain't wanna know what i all motherfuckin did.
MAYBE YOU WOULD UP AND BE THINKING I ALL DIDN'T HAVE NO MOTHER FUCKING CHOICE.
maybe i was all motherfuckin crazytown in the nuglug til the boss dude cut me the fuck open.
MAYBE THE MOTHER FUCKING SCREECHING TORE THE NOISE CANALS UP OUT MY MOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
SS
GJGJKK


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[As his text distorted, the video would show his face almost pained, twisted up in an expression of anger as his head jerked to the side. Once. Twice. Three times.]

G-g-ghghh... ughh-- F-F-F-F-Fuck--

Comments

[fiesta_de_los_muertos]

AA: you wanted this?
AA: why?

[hystericull]

what the shit's with the motherfuckin interrogation.

[He doesn't quite know the answer to that, but you can have fun and watch him try.]

[fiesta_de_los_muertos]

AA: just curious

[She can't imagine why anyone would want to get voluntary brain surgery, but then again she doesn't know Gamzee very well. He might have his reasons.]

[hystericull]

you fuckin was always some smart bitch, wasn't you?

[They hadn't spent much personal time together, but being through hell and then isolated with only eleven other people gave you at least a little insight about them.]

i'm iNtErEsTeD In aLl yOuR FuCkIn oPiNiOn oN SoMeThInG.
A PHILOSOPHICAL MOTHER FUCKING QUANDARY, IF YOU FUCKIN WILLl
ll
.
>:o)

[fiesta_de_los_muertos]

AA: was i?

AA: what is it?

[hystericull]

i dunno, sure.
ANYWAYy y y
y.
uhhh.
uHhHh.

if you all were to be havin the choice of ungodly motherfuckin blasty destructive motherfuckin awesome obliteration powers.
BUT WITH IT CAME NO MOTHERFUCKING ABILITIES TO MAKE ALL NO DISTINCTION OF NOTHING YOU WAS UP AT MOTHERFUCKIN OBLITERATING.
or to be all significantly less obliteratey with the motherfuckin ability to all think more on stuff what you all would be being able to put your motherfuckin concentration on if all you was able to find a way to obliterate it eventually.
THE FUCK WOULD YOU MOTHERFUCKIN CHOOSE?

[Just because he can think clearer doesn't mean he can speak any more coherently.]