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[hellacious]

names of everyone that was compromised, speak 'em if you've got 'em


don't worry your pretty little heads boys and girls
not planning on hunting you all down Kill Bill style or anything


let's just call it a precautionary measure


[action]

[For anyone who's quick enough to catch her at a terminal checking up on her post, it would be wise not to try and sneak up on her. You might lose something important.]

Comments

[knightime]

gotta laugh in the face of despair
aint nothing taking me down
giant middle fingers all the way

[Except he just wants to curl up in bed some more. He spent a ridiculous amount of time dry heaving and feeling sick and disgusted.

He still feels gross being in his own skin. Like he's still made of gears and crushing things.]

you ok?

[hellacious]

motherfuckers just don't understand all the fucks we don't give
you need a fuck, and you need a fuck
everybody needs a fuck cause mine ain't for giving

[A little overboard perhaps, but what better way to fake it than to go big or go home? It doesn't help that looking at his text makes her wonder just how much he remembers. She doesn't know the extent to which some of the experiments recall yet.]

fine as I've ever been
feeling all kinds of 'I told you so' at some of these guys though

[knightime]

i might have to put an order in for some
because im all out

[In more ways than he like to admit.

If she knew. He remembers all of it. Every excruciating moment. And it replays like a broken record. And it hurts thinking about it.]

sorry [Might as well. Right?]

[hellacious]

understandable
it's been a goddamn panoramic cavalcade of absolute bullshit the last couple of months
if it ain't the admins, it's everyone else, right?

[She'd honestly wish she could do something about it if she thought she could. As it stands, the best she can do is give Dave what he needs- support.]

don't

[Starting with not letting him blame himself for what had happened.]

[knightime]

youre here for as long as some of us have been and you try and ration your fucks as much as possible
shit but you only have so many before you kind of need to stock up again
think im hitting that point

im not the one who kicked the bucket hardcore

[Too late. He already is.]

[hellacious]

I figured I'd just keep my fucks safe and sound until they were necessary
so far that's proven to be a pretty good idea

[At least, it was until not one, but two iterations of her brother murdered her. The fucks had been a little hard to ration on that one.]

not this time at least, right?
but hey
it had to happen eventually
better you than someone else

[knightime]

i always end up right in the middle of all this
so saving them has been a pain in the ass

[He always ends up affected by all of this somehow.]

i dont know if that was supposed to make me feel better
like seriously
good thing you killed me instead of someone else killing me
i dont think it really matters who kills you at this point
you still fucking died

[hellacious]

always?
should probably figure out what it is about you that gets these jerks all riled about you though

[Honestly, she'd like an answer to that for real, just so she can fix it.]

nah
but it made me feel better a bit
dying sucks but its better to do it on your own terms, you know?

[He should know what she's referring to with that.]

[knightime]

maybe they just like me
got to give me all this attention i dont want
like fucking gross
i dont want your murder pda

you get used to dying not quite on your own terms i guess

[hellacious]

ewww
hatepedos
add that to the list of 'shit I never thought I'd say'


not really the kind to take that shit laying down bro

[knightime]

that took me a minute to figure out
i was thinking torpedoes or some shit

its not that easy

[hellacious]

hey I work with what I got okay?
it's not easy when that's usually crazy bitches and murder


no, it's not
but ain't nothing worth it that ever is, right?

[knightime]

this tower is basically super fucking hard mode
have fun
we dont even get the satisfaction of winning a shiny medal at the top of the tower

is anything in this tower actually considered worthwhile?

[hellacious]

medals ain't ever really been my style anyway
I'll take my bling in chain or ring form, thanks



I think so

Hopefully, she doesn't have to explain what that is to him.

[knightime]

too bad you dont get those either
no one gets anything
stingy fucks

and here i thought i was the optimistic one but i feel like im getting beat