Lord El-Melloi II [AU] (
fionnuisce) wrote in
animus_network2014-02-02 05:52 pm
☿ // 008; [text]
There is a concept in my world known as 'Second Magic'. The details of it are not common knowledge, nor is it widely used or explored at all by more than one individual. What is known is its definition in the broadest sense: 'the operation of parallel worlds'.
In short, parallel worlds where I come from are confirmed fact. And while I am not a scholar of Second Magic itself, now I find myself seriously considering the subject. Personally, I don't believe things are predetermined...and yet now I find myself wondering. Even if we restore everything to the way it was, what is the probability any of us live in a timeline that will end well? Mathematically, the odds are astronomical.
I don't know what I hoped to accomplish by communicating this. Maybe I'm so fucking tired I'm just going to ramble incoherently about magical theory until I officially go insane. Of course, maybe I already have gone insane. I might not be able to tell anymore.
On the slim chance anyone decides to come looking for me, I'll be in the laboratory. Exhaustion or not, I have work that needs to be done.
In short, parallel worlds where I come from are confirmed fact. And while I am not a scholar of Second Magic itself, now I find myself seriously considering the subject. Personally, I don't believe things are predetermined...and yet now I find myself wondering. Even if we restore everything to the way it was, what is the probability any of us live in a timeline that will end well? Mathematically, the odds are astronomical.
I don't know what I hoped to accomplish by communicating this. Maybe I'm so fucking tired I'm just going to ramble incoherently about magical theory until I officially go insane. Of course, maybe I already have gone insane. I might not be able to tell anymore.
On the slim chance anyone decides to come looking for me, I'll be in the laboratory. Exhaustion or not, I have work that needs to be done.

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[Shrugging and trying to seem a little less worried, Waver opened the package...and almost immediately turned bright red.]
...I'm going to break his scrawny little arms, I swear to god.
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[Diarmuid picks up one ring and looks at it a little closer.]
Kind of makes me wonder when and how he figured out our ring sizes...
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[He glanced from the rings to Diarmuid, a little uncertain.]
Should we-...
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It is up to you, Mo Stór. When we talked about it before, you said it was unnecessary as long as we knew how we feel for each other. And you are right about that. Still, I would not mind. Shall I get on one knee and do it properly?
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That is how it's done in modern day, isn't it?
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[Complaining aside, he took the ring and hesitantly put it on rather than let Diarmuid do anything overly dramatic.]
...It's actually kind of nice. Maybe I'll thank Reno after I knock a couple of his teeth ou-
[Hope you were enjoying the moment, Diarmuid. Because Waver just blinked right out of existence and even Volumen Hydragyrum looks confused.]
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[Diarmuid is just finishing placing his own ring on when Waver vanishes. For a moment, he just blinks in surprise. Then he curses.
Apparently, that little rumor he has heard is true. It explains the few minutes he lost earlier in the day too.
He looks across the empty chair to where the maid is standing and sighs.]
E-Ranked luck. Every time. Got any good stories about your master you care to share while we wait?
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[It took a few seconds before Waver reappeared in the chair he'd previously occupied, hugging his knees to his chest and making a conscious effort not to look horrified.]
...the fuck was that?!
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It happened to me earlier, though I wasn't sure exactly what happened until I hear someone talking about it in the cafeteria. We're blinking back to the void occasionally. At least...I think that is where I ended up. I was a little too confused and panicked to take notes at the time.
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But--that can't be normal, can it? Do you think something went wrong in all that?
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[Diarmuid pales suddenly as what they just did hits him in a way it never did before. He swears softly under his breath, tensing his muscles to keep himself from shaking.]
What the hell were we thinking...
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[Sighing to himself, Waver thought back to his conversation with Reno, repeating what he'd said then in a quiet voice.]
...'I'm not happy about it and if I felt I could live with myself after the fact I wouldn't go at all. But if risking and possibly giving up my life will grant everyone else a little more time, I can accept that.'
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[Diarmuid sighs, resting his head against Waver's and taking a deep breath to finish calming himself.]
But the time is why I went too. You know me. I don't think I ever thought we wouldn't come back, not even when we were in the void. Even if I had considered it, though, the time is still more important. We are just starting to gain ground. We can't let anything slow that down.
[And losing weeks or even months off the short amount of time they have left would definitely do that.]
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Whatever side effects this has for us, we'll just have to face them together. And...I know your luck is miserable, but I can safely say things have a way of working out in my favor. If that holds true a little longer, we might just be fine.
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[Diarmuid smiles and takes Waver's hand, lacing together their fingers so the rings sit near each other.]
I would say that is pretty good proof that you are right and things will work out somehow.
[He pauses a moment and then a grin crosses his face.]
It's too bad we can't predict when we will get pulled back to the void. Can you imagine the look on Reno's face if we disappeared while talking to him? It would be great payback, wouldn't it?
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That might be pretty funny, actually. Besides, blank nothingness is probably better than nightmares. I doubt Riki would purposely put us in any real danger, so it might sort itself out eventually.
[Aware that was optimism bordering on delusion, Waver shrugged and stood up.]
Come on. I don't know about you, but I could use a distraction.
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What do you have in mind and should I be worried?
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[This is how people in the UK interact. Probably.]
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[Diarmuid winks at Waver as he starts toward the door.]
Not that I am complaining about a spar to celebrate things...
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[He's quiet for a moment before turning back to look at Waver.]
You said punch each other, so I am assuming no weapons? Do you think you can teach me some about how you fight?
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[Following a step or two behind, Waver shrugged as though that was obvious.]
I'm sure I could, but it isn't as though I'm an expert myself.
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Do you think me so poor a fighter I am going to injure you? Besides, you are an expert when it comes to your fighting style. It's nothing I know anything about. I am sure you have a few moves that would surprise me despite my experience.
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[Diarmuid shrugs.]
That can actually be a good thing because it means you are also being creative. I look forward to being surprised.
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