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[thursdaywings.livejournal.com]

[ there is some fumbling and strange video angles as Castiel tries to work out the computer as he's seen Sam do it, but in the end he just uses his Grace to make it work for him. ]

This is very unsettling.

[ And he says no more. Someone might want to prompt him to speak up? ]

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[grimauxilatrix.livejournal.com]

Apology accepted, I am not from any mythology, as a myth almost by definition is a false tale.

I regret to inform you that the Trolls in their game session created the Earth and its inhabitants. I do not know about Heaven or Hell.

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[thursdaywings.livejournal.com]

[ Cue Castiel looking very very miffed over the knowledge. ]

This is very unsettling. I saw my Father create us, not trolls.

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[grimauxilatrix.livejournal.com]

Then perhaps we created your father.

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[thursdaywings.livejournal.com]

... It is not true. Death and my Father are the oldest beings in the universe.

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[grimauxilatrix.livejournal.com]

It is possible that they are the oldest in your world, but they had to be created by another being, is that not correct?

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[thursdaywings.livejournal.com]

[ This is something Castiel has never thought of before. Then again, angels rarely think for themselves, so this is really something new for him. ]

This is all very unsettling.

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[grimauxilatrix.livejournal.com]

I apologize, I do not mean to make your situation worse.

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[thursdaywings.livejournal.com]

[ He will just... quietly sit here and muse over everything now. ]

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[grimauxilatrix.livejournal.com]

If it is any consolation, besides initial creation we did not effect the way Earth developed, that may be the work of your Father.

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[thursdaywings.livejournal.com]

It unsettles me even more now, this knowledge.

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[grimauxilatrix.livejournal.com]

Why is that?

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[thursdaywings.livejournal.com]

It is... against my nature, to think for myself.

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[grimauxilatrix.livejournal.com]

...Pardon?

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[thursdaywings.livejournal.com]

My Father, he created the Host to worship and serve Him without question. For an angel to disobey orders... I have already seen the consequences.

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[grimauxilatrix.livejournal.com]

Even young ones have the ability to think for themselves. To make creatures who obey without question leads me to think that the one in power fears for his position and therefore made a populace that is physically unable to overturn him or his decisions.

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[thursdaywings.livejournal.com]

[ Can you hear that tiny, tiny sound, Kanaya? That's the sound of Castiel's mind breaking, slowly. ]

It is our fate, Kanaya Maryam. Angels with free will are not something natural. The humans, they are God's greatest creations because they have free will.

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[grimauxilatrix.livejournal.com]

So you are a prototype of a human, and humans are the final product ones with the kinks worked out of them?

[none of what she says is malicious, it's all calm and curious]

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[thursdaywings.livejournal.com]

I don't believe that my Father intend for humans to be the final product. They are flawed and imperfect, but they have free will. They are entirely different from us angels.

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[grimauxilatrix.livejournal.com]

All of Earth is but a prototype then?

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[thursdaywings.livejournal.com]

I don't believe that is the case. If God intended for prototypes, there would be more chaos.

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[grimauxilatrix.livejournal.com]

Perhaps he has destroyed the others.

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[thursdaywings.livejournal.com]

No. I have seen everything He created.

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[grimauxilatrix.livejournal.com]

Have you watched everything he ever created and witnessed everything he destroyed as well?

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[thursdaywings.livejournal.com]

He creates, but rarely do I see him destroy. Even if he did, it would be as a lesson, and it is up to the humans what they make out of it.

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[grimauxilatrix.livejournal.com]

That does not mean he doesn't destroy. Destruction as a lesson seems rather troll-like.