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[heartfeltfancy]

 [The feed turns on to the face of someone possibly familiar.]

Ahh, it is working? I was afraid this worked differently than the one I'm used to. 

[She folds her hands in her lap, but awkwardly--because her left hand keeps twitching uncontrollably. If you study her for longer than a few seconds, you'll notice it's for a reason. Her entire left arm, as well as the left half of her face is horribly scarred, with a lightning-like pattern on the skin itself. Her left eye is partially closed, and overall the left side of her seems awkward.]

My name is Madoka Kaname. If anyone here is familiar with a place called the Facility, please contact me.  [she pauses, looking a bit unsure.]

I guess...maybe it's good it was destroyed, if our worlds are all really gone, now. I hope everyone was able to get out safely, and those who weren't...

[A longer pause.]

They're in a better place, now.

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[beknightedheroine]

It's not going to happen ever again, I can promise that.

_{[Even if she has to smash her soul gem herself.]}

You don't have to be sad about what's already happened, Madoka - _{[--'to hell with yesterday,' right?--]} - Because I know better now. I just.. for a minute, I sort of wished you weren't like this. Like me.

_{..'wish' feels like a very wrong word now.}

[heartfeltfancy]

[Another little laugh, but this one has virtually no life to it.]

I'm curious, though...what's the last thing you remember from home? I think we might be different, there.

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[beknightedheroine]

_{[Out of everything, this is what's going to hurt to say the most. The brief strength that had returned to her voice when she had been trying to reassure Madoka is gone again.]}

..when I last remembered, you weren't a Puella Magi. I'd just killed a Witch, and you told me that the way I'd fought it was bad for me.

I got angry. I don't remember a lot of what I said, but I ran away after saying it - and then I was here, and I never... h-had a chance to...

..Apologize to you, Madoka...

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[heartfeltfancy]

[She's silent for another moment, unsure of what to do. She remembered something similar happening, but she had definitely been a puella magi at the the time.

Was this more of Homura's time-looping at work?]

Ah, I see. [ . . . ] Please, don't blame yourself.

i live to serve

[beknightedheroine]

<sub>['Ah, I see.'

That wasn't the sound of recognition. Sayaka's not sure whether to feel relief or worse - this isn't the Madoka she needs to apologize to. This is just another case of Sayaka being from the wrong timeline, the terrible awful one where Mami died and none of them got along at all and she was, most definitely, headlong on the path to turning into a monster where it really mattered -

Sayaka simply breathes rather than answer, the breath hitching in her throat every now and then.]</sub>

[heartfeltfancy]

[A nervous gulp from Madoka herself. It was going to come up sooner or later. The Sayaka from the Facility didn't know either. And if she already knew about Soul Gems and Witches, it wouldn't be as hard of a revelation.]

Sayaka-chan...do you know about Homura-chan's powers?

[beknightedheroine]

...Yeah, that's right. I remember what Mami-san said. I'm, as usual...

...I'm just not the right Sayaka. What I remember's probably just awful compared to the Mitakihara you knew.

_{['I'm not the right Sayaka' - it's a thought that's been niggling in her head ever since she met Mami again, something that's just become a solid truth now.]}

[heartfeltfancy]

M-Mami-san is here...?!

[That alone makes her jolt up from her seat.]

H-Hey, that's...alright, see, I've already gone through enough of this time business, so when you were in the Facility, you didn't remember the same things either. [ . . . ] And that's just what this is. It's not that you're the 'right Sayaka' or the 'wrong Sayaka', you just don't have the same memories, okay...?

[It's said with Madoka's same level of earnesty, though her words are rushed and frantic.]

[beknightedheroine]

_{[..Sayaka can feel a measure of calm return to her. That's, just such a Madoka thing to say, that she feels a little better even if the idea of being wrong is stubbornly rooted.]}

She's been here a few months, too. Um, let me think, I know what room she's in.

_{[--When the number comes back to her, Sayaka smiles. It's kind of neat all three of them are on the same floor.]}

It's room 1-01. I don't know if she's there now, but.

[heartfeltfancy]

Ah, um, that's okay, I can wait for whenever she gets back, but...

[Her voice drops down to a whisper.]

How much does she know...about Witches?

[beknightedheroine]

Eheh! As usual, she knows way more than me! She talked about something I'd never even heard of, a little -

_{[The name was highly foreboding, so even if she'd only heard it spoken once months ago, Sayaka remembers it clearly.]}

Something named Walpurgisnacht.

[heartfeltfancy]

[All of the color abruptly drains from her face.]

Mami-san...she knew...Walpurgisnacht...

[beknightedheroine]

..Madoka, you knew about it too? She said it was a really powerful Witch, but that's all I got.

_{[That just raises more questions.]}

[heartfeltfancy]

Yes, she...Walpurgisnacht is the most powerful witch, she was made from the bodies of countless other witches. We--Homura-chan and I, we tried to take it down, but...

[beknightedheroine]

...it didn't work when you guys tried, huh...?

_{[..So not everyone else's timelines were as happy as Mami's. It almost makes her feel a little better, but realizing that it does just makes her feel worse.]}

I think you really should talk to Mami-san soon, then. Things went a lot differently for her.

[heartfeltfancy]

Differently? [She frowns.] What do you mean?

[beknightedheroine]

She said that from what she remembered, everyone was..

_{[Despite her trailing off, Sayaka's current body language seems rather happy.]}

..everyone worked together and beat it. It sounds nearly like a really happy dream, doesn't it...?

[heartfeltfancy]

Yes. I think...she's lucky. [Madoka's shoulders slump.] I guess I don't need to try and protect her anymore...

[beknightedheroine]

--Hey. I don't know how she'd react to me saying this, but... don't say that so fast.

_{[It's another tenet of the mindset Sayaka's built up towards this Mami - it's still Mami-san, but this was like a second chance, after waiting so long to make her own contract-]}

...I mean, wouldn't you wanna help her more, because her world was so happy? It's like..

_{[Sayaka clams up there, realizing what 'it's like' was just going to lead into the same 'wrong world' reasoning Madoka had just chastised her for.]}

[heartfeltfancy]

[Madoka looks up abruptly, snapping out of her melancholy reverie.]

Aha...you're right.

In the Facility, I was used to keeping Mami-san from the awful truth of things, I even had to take her Soul Gem from her to make sure she didn't see [...] Oktavia. Maybe she needs it even more...

[beknightedheroine]

<sub>[...Sayaka doesn't want to dredge up what she's done already to try to help. Madoka spoke of taking Mami's soul gem away--

What would she say if she knew Sayaka had gone as far as to smash it entirely, in a failed try at saving her from the pods?]</sub>

Mami-san is still a really strong person, but we'll just have to keep a sly eye out for her as her underclassmen, right? That's all -

<sub>[There's something else. That name Madoka used.. it puts a strange chill through her, like her insides are coated in ice water.

She is really getting sick of the emotional rollercoaster today.]</sub>

- Nn. That name, <sub>'Oktavia'...

[That was it. The source of her renewed discomfort.]</sub>

Something about it makes me not want to hear it again.

[heartfeltfancy]

Well, then, I guess you've been here with her longer than I have, so I'll take your word for it...

That's a feeling easy to understand. I'll refrain. [Like she never wanted to hear the name Gretchen ever again.]