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Lancer (Fate/Prototype) ([personal profile] puppy_lancer) wrote in [community profile] animus_network2012-09-21 02:46 pm
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Hey.

[Lancer doesn't care that it's anon. His vision is blinking in and out. It's hard enough to type as is. And videos and voices were out of the question. He was coughing too hard to say anything coherent]

This is Lancer. I've got a confession to make. Haha. Confession. I'm in a Cathedral. Get it? Anyway, if you ran into a blonde girl in armor calling herself Ruler or Jeanne the last few days, it's probably me. If she flirted with you, then it was mostly likely me. If she made out or groped you, then it was definitely me. I got changed into her body and I've been there a couple of days now.

Forgive me, everyone, for doing such things to you.

Forgive me, Ruler, for my crime against you.

Forgive me, God, for Sinning.

Ruler, please be alright. Even if my form is a sinful one compared to your own, it would be best if you could live in it. You are a good person, an important one, and a better hero than I could ever be. I am sure that God will protect you.


[He feels like dying, and at this point, he can't tell which memories are his anymore. So he just wants to get this out while he still can.]

Can you...pray for me?
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[personal profile] lance_of_orleans 2012-09-24 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
I cannot remember meeting anyone of that name.

[But just looking at the name brings up a warm, fuzzy feeling, as if this person was important to her once.]

Saber, how did I describe her? Why can I not remember anything about her?

[personal profile] scorchedchivalry 2012-09-24 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
You did not describe her.

[She doesn't know the answer to that last question, so she stays silent on it.]
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[personal profile] lance_of_orleans 2012-09-24 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
She must have been a good, devout person. I am sure her soul is with God now.

[Otherwise, how could she have liked Misaya so much.]

She must be ashamed to see me like this.

[personal profile] scorchedchivalry 2012-09-24 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
I will not speak for her.
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[personal profile] lance_of_orleans 2012-09-24 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you anyway, Saber. For telling me what you know about her. I hope I will be able to remember her. And remember that I am Lancer, not Ruler.

[But it was gradually getting harder.]

[personal profile] scorchedchivalry 2012-09-24 01:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Should you change your mind, the mercy of my blade will still be here.

[And she shuts her end off.]