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Hey.

[Lancer doesn't care that it's anon. His vision is blinking in and out. It's hard enough to type as is. And videos and voices were out of the question. He was coughing too hard to say anything coherent]

This is Lancer. I've got a confession to make. Haha. Confession. I'm in a Cathedral. Get it? Anyway, if you ran into a blonde girl in armor calling herself Ruler or Jeanne the last few days, it's probably me. If she flirted with you, then it was mostly likely me. If she made out or groped you, then it was definitely me. I got changed into her body and I've been there a couple of days now.

Forgive me, everyone, for doing such things to you.

Forgive me, Ruler, for my crime against you.

Forgive me, God, for Sinning.

Ruler, please be alright. Even if my form is a sinful one compared to your own, it would be best if you could live in it. You are a good person, an important one, and a better hero than I could ever be. I am sure that God will protect you.

[He feels like dying, and at this point, he can't tell which memories are his anymore. So he just wants to get this out while he still can.]

Can you...pray for me?

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Why are you asking God for forgiveness, Hero? I thought you weren't one of those types.

,small>[Because he's started to think of himself as Jeanne.]

God has always sent his Saints to guide me before. Why would I not pray to him?

And now that I have sinned, why should I not ask for forgiveness?

[This worries her. This really worries her. Lancer was fun. This wasn't right]

This doesn't sound like the you I tasted so intimately.

I...
Tempted you to sin as well, haven't I? Please forgive me.

Sin? I have no concept of the thing. Lancer, what has happened to you?

Memories...
There are memories that are not my own. Memories of a sinful and blasphemous life. I do not know why God saw fit to bestow them upon me, but I question not His judgement. Perhaps it is a way for me to realize the way I have strayed from Him. For some reason, these memories possessed me to commit mortal sins of Lust and Gluttony and Wrath.

Lancer...

I hadn't thought the divinity that nearly burned me would cause you to act this way. I should have snapped your neck, to save you from this idiocy. Do you not remember? Gods care not for us, the demi and the demonic. They use us.

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you too huh

seems like this is getting everyone

but its useless. this cant go on forever. nothing is endless

Only God in his Glory is Endless. What do you mean by "getting"?

you know like being affected

Yes
I have been affected physically. And even now, I keep on seeing memories that are not my own.

you cant be serious

isnt that a little too much for a prank

whats the point?!?! ahh i dont get it

I speak only the truth. Lying is a sin.

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Shall I come put you out of your misery, Hound?

Hound? I do not know anyone who claims to be a hound.

This is Saber, Lancer. Do not play games with me again. I am not in the mood. I understand you have been placed in Ruler's body.

Again, I ask you, shall I come put you out of your misery?

[A flash of recognition dances in her eyes as she reads the names.]

Yes, Lancer.
Not Ruler, Lancer.
What would happen to her
or is it him
What would happen to the person in my body if their real body died. Would they be sad?

I do not know, nor do I care. Though I suspect she may think it a blessing that you have ceased staining her name with your conduct.

Actively desiring death is a sin.
But if you are angry at me, you can come. I will probably not resist.

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What caused you to grow a conscience so suddenly?

I realized the weight of my sins. Even I can do that much.

I see. That's encouraging.

[Don't even ask her to elaborate on that, but Kirigiri figures that if beings such as Monobear could ever turn their minds around, things would be much easier.]

[Still... she's not going to count on that.]

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Forgive me. Did I really lead you to believe so badly of me? How have I wronged you?

You haven't.

[...Not a lot of social tact, as you can see.]

[This is just confusing.]

Then why did you initially claim I had no conscious?

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