005 ♋ Text

[papshooshing]

NEVER HAVE I THOUGHT THAT I WOULD BE CAPABLE OF HATING ANYONE MORE THAN THE PERSON THAT I HATE MOST.
TO BE ABLE TO DO SO REQUIRES DELVING DEEP INSIDE AND REACHING A BRAND NEW TIER OF HATE.
IT IS A HATE SO RANCOROUS THAT EVEN I CAN'T COMPLETELY FATHOM IT.
THESE SHITSTAINS THAT CONTINUOUSLY REMIND ME THAT I REALLY HAD IT EASY DEALING WITH TWELVE SHITTY, UNCOOPERATIVE TROLLS JUST HAVE TAKEN MY LAST NERVE AND HAVE SPLINTERED IT, SCATTERING THE REMAINS ACROSS THE VAST REACHES OF PARADOX SPACE.
YOU THINK YOU CAN FUCK WITH MY THINKPAN AND THEN SMOOTH IT OVER BY RETURNING WHAT'S RIGHTFULLY FUCKING MINE?
YOU'RE
MOTHERFUCKING
WRONG.
BE LUCKY I CAN'T REACH YOU, BECAUSE I SWEAR THAT I WOULD TAKE THIS SICKLE AND EVISCERATE EVERY LAST FUCKING ONE OF YOU.

Comments

[thereisnopie]

nah, bro.
if you're real, then there can't all be worse than anything done to you.

[papshooshing]

OF COURSE I AM REAL.
JUST BECAUSE I AM DOESN'T MEAN THAT THE SHIT THEY PUT IN YOUR HEAD DURING THIS ILLNESS ISN'T.
THE LIFE YOU THOUGHT YOU LIVED?
THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE THROWN THAT IN YOUR FACE.
YOU KNOW THE SHIT THAT HAPPENED IN MY UNIVERSE I CAN AT LEAST FIGHT BACK AGAINST.
THERE'S NOTHING WORSE THAN BEING A PRISONER IN YOUR OWN MIND.

[thereisnopie]

you know i used to be better at getting my consoling on with a brother.
now it seems all like shit just keeps coming back to me.
that ain't all how i was wanting it.

[papshooshing]

WE ALL HAVE MOMENTS IN OUR LIVES THAT ARE LIKE THAT.
DOESN'T MEAN WE'RE FAILURES THOUGH.
IT WILL WITCH BACK AGAIN, JUST YOU WAIT.

[thereisnopie]

heh.
gonna find a way to destroy all these motherfuckers when i get the chance, you know.
just for you.

[papshooshing]

YOU KNOW...
I MIGHT NOT STOP YOU.

[thereisnopie]

not my moirail, yeah?
you don't got the motherfuckin obligation.

[papshooshing]

NOT AS A MOIRAIL, NO.
AS A FRIEND? WELL YEAH, I KIND OF DO.
YOU JUST HAVE NO OBLIGATION TO PAY ME ANY FUCKING MIND.

[thereisnopie]

you're always so motherfuckin sweet.

[papshooshing]

I'M FAR FROM SWEET.
THE REALITY IS THAT I'M A PUSHY LITTLE ABRASIVE FUCK.

[thereisnopie]

hahaha that's true too.
but you got that gooey center.
it's okay, bro.
i won't tell no one.

[papshooshing]

I THINK MORE PEOPLE ARE AWARE OF THAT NOW MORE THAN EVER, DAMMIT.
GUESS I WILL JUST HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT.

[thereisnopie]

live all with it
or act as more of an ass to make up for it.

[papshooshing]

WORKING ON THE FIRST OPTION, REALLY.
I LEARNED MY LESSON ABOUT THAT.

[thereisnopie]

hahaha shit.
poor motherfucker.

[papshooshing]

IT GOES BACK TO THAT OTHER SELF HOOFBEAST SHIT.
I DON'T KNOW BUT I JUST DECIDED THAT I JUST HAVE TO LEARN TO LIVE WITH MYSELF.

[thereisnopie]

you're a good bro.
shouldn't be thinking of any of that as being all negative.

[papshooshing]

IT'S NOT REALLY SO MUCH AS NEGATIVE AS IT IS ACCEPTANCE.
SO WHAT IF I'M THE ASSHOLE THAT KIND OF WANTS TO LOOK OUT FOR HIS FRIENDS AND MAKE SURE THEY'RE ALL RIGHT.
THERE ARE WORSE THINGS TO BE, YOU KNOW?

[thereisnopie]

hahaha there you go!
that's the spirit, motherfucker.
get down with all your self beings.