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[papshooshing]

NEVER HAVE I THOUGHT THAT I WOULD BE CAPABLE OF HATING ANYONE MORE THAN THE PERSON THAT I HATE MOST.
TO BE ABLE TO DO SO REQUIRES DELVING DEEP INSIDE AND REACHING A BRAND NEW TIER OF HATE.
IT IS A HATE SO RANCOROUS THAT EVEN I CAN'T COMPLETELY FATHOM IT.
THESE SHITSTAINS THAT CONTINUOUSLY REMIND ME THAT I REALLY HAD IT EASY DEALING WITH TWELVE SHITTY, UNCOOPERATIVE TROLLS JUST HAVE TAKEN MY LAST NERVE AND HAVE SPLINTERED IT, SCATTERING THE REMAINS ACROSS THE VAST REACHES OF PARADOX SPACE.
YOU THINK YOU CAN FUCK WITH MY THINKPAN AND THEN SMOOTH IT OVER BY RETURNING WHAT'S RIGHTFULLY FUCKING MINE?
YOU'RE
MOTHERFUCKING
WRONG.
BE LUCKY I CAN'T REACH YOU, BECAUSE I SWEAR THAT I WOULD TAKE THIS SICKLE AND EVISCERATE EVERY LAST FUCKING ONE OF YOU.

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[papshooshing]

[ Karkat pauses at this, quirking a brow at his own ancestor. ]

Increase of high bloods? Who gives a fuck. There's only two that are completely shithive around here and one of which has a moirail. The Cerulean me is crazy, but it doesn't sound like he's done jack shit either. Now the jade hued Eridan might also be into crazy shit, but as far as I know and they don't know I know, my Gamzee and that Eridan feed off of each other in some fucked up murdering each other friendship.

The point is, they don't just kill random fuckers for shits and giggles. Not to my knowledge. It's prompted, unlike that crazy ass subjuggulator. That doesn't mean shit about high bloods in general in this fucking tower.

It's really funny that you talk about equality and then are paranoid by more highbloods than lowbloods in the tower. That's almost hypocritical.

I am sorry about your mate... Whatever they were to you. I am sorry about your Lusus. Shit's hard enough without the Tower chaos bullshit. I've never had a quadrantmate to lose before Gamzee, but I have lost a Lusus.

[iron_infidel]

I'm not speaking of the younger high bloods. I have met quite a few of them and find them to be just as enjoyable as any troll. Only of the ancestors from my time keep me on my toes. Darkleer and The Subjugglator are two. While I do believe that Darkleer will do no harm, it worries me that with an increase there might only be more to come. In honesty I fear for a repeat of my own time on Alternia. They were the very trolls I hid from and fought to survive against...given that my own instinct calls out warning.

[A pause.]

You have lost your lusus? Could you tell me about them, what were they like?

[papshooshing]

Blood is blood. Every trait that the adults have we all carry. We all have that fucking capability. Gamzee and Eridan are murders. Don't see me being leery of them.

Maybe I should tell you how exactly Gamzee and I became moirails. Fuck you and your paranoia.

[ huffs. rolling his shoulders because sorry, that's just dumb. ]

My Lusus was kind of a mysterious crab, getting away from the testy subject matter. Crabby guy.

[iron_infidel]

Yes, please do inform me of your moirail I would enjoy hearing a story. I so apologize for being cautious it is just what has been taught to me.

Crabby guy? [He has to chuckle at that.]

It is good to hear you had a monster of a lusus.

[papshooshing]

He was big. Bigger than you. If you know anything about human beasts, he was like a mix of a dinosaur and a crab. Giant pincers I strifed with every fucking night.

[iron_infidel]

I can see that you miss him. It is fortunate that you had a lusus of such normalcy, it shows that my followers catered to my word even after my death. I never had a doubt of course, but it is always good to hear.

[papshooshing]

...Excuse me what?

[iron_infidel]

I'm sorry was I being confusing. I shall explain. Your lusus was to be bred by my followers, since in my time there was no such creature that was sensitive to the scent of our blood color. It was to insure the survival of your grubhood.

[papshooshing]

My life is nothing but a sham...

[iron_infidel]

No. Do not think in such a way.

[papshooshing]

Dude. Sarcasm.

[iron_infidel]

[He manages to smile.]

Yes, well I am sorry.

[He lets his mind wander back to his followers and lets out a soft sigh.]

I wonder if she will return.

[papshooshing]

[ awkward rubbing at the back of his own neck here. ]

More than likely she will, at some point.

[iron_infidel]

[He humors that thought with a small smile.]

I...hope you are right. I feel as if a part of me is missing without her hear by my side.

[papshooshing]

Isn't that just how it is with missing quadrantmates?

[iron_infidel]

Aye, it is. I can only move forward.