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[carabina]

[ To some people, it may seem like Mami was not affected by the Tower's latest shenanigans, but she certainly was. She believes that ten years have passed for her, even if she doesn't look it. She chalks it up to being dead and therefor, being unable to age. Since, you know, the dead can only rot.

Sadly, that's not the case. ]

Good evening. My name is Mami Tomoe for those who don't know. [ She's mostly referring to the new comers because she has made a few network posts in the last ten years, right? ] If you need my assistance, I'll be glad to help you out. I can't say you'll enjoy your stay here sadly.

... I would like to speak to those who come from Mitakihara, or anyone who knows of our situation. [ Situation? If you're thinking Puella Magi stuff then ding! You're right! ]

I believe that's it, other than the usual "how's everyone been holding up in the Tower" question I usually ask. Stay safe everyone.

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[oathshackledbird]

Then be a teacher and teach them how to live here! If you want to protect them so much, teach them this place's tricks! Whether or not your world is still there is irrelevant! No one is going back!

[Right, this is why they had pretty much stopped talking. Their conversations had started devolving into the same argument that went nowhere.]

[carabina]

Be quiet.

[ It wasn't because she didn't want to hear the "truth", but he talked way too much. She glared at him and was silent for a few minutes. ]

They're not stupid. They've been here for ten years. And I'm not going to force them to accept the idea that they will stay here forever. I don't want them to suffer just because I can't go back with them.

What happened to you? This isn't the man I met in the past. The gentle man that stood in the forest, listening to my tale.

You've lost yourself, Lancer-san.

[oathshackledbird]

And you are only realizing that now? I lost myself a long time ago, foolish girl!

[He's tempted to get up and walk away from the computer terminal in anger, but he doesn't. Instead, he takes a deep breath and calms his voice.]

The failed knight has been dead a long time. So long I don't even remember where he's buried. I'm sure there's probably a stone for him somewhere in the graveyard if you just look hard enough, though.

[carabina]

And this is any better? Being cruel? That's not how a knight should act!

[ He really was a lost cause. But he was also her friend a long time ago. She looks away for a moment before looking back it him. ]

What happened to you? I thought you were stronger than this... You gave in, didn't you?

[oathshackledbird]

I didn't give in. A thousand years of failure will break anyone, though honestly, it didn't take nearly that long for one such as he who cannot accept failure as an option.

[His voice is frighteningly calm as he talks.]

The tower cut out our soul bit by bloody bit until now, this is all that remains.

[Lancer shrugs dismissively.]

It's funny. So many of you who claim to have once been my friends say you will do anything to get me back to who I used to be and yet it's you guys who let me become like this in the first place.

Perhaps, I'm not the only failure around here.

[carabina]

A... Thousand? Lancer-san, it's only been ten years since we met.

[ She wanted to say more on the matter, but be continued to talk. She slammed her fist down on the terminal (trying not to break it) and raised her voice. ]

Because you kept pushing us away! I tried to help you! It hurts seeing you like this!

I-I'm tired of losing the people I care about...

[oathshackledbird]

You as well?

[He brings his fist down on the terminal, but unlike Mami, he doesn't care about not breaking it and a crack is very clearly heard over the audio feed as the casing gives.]

Do you think I don't know a thousand years of pain when I feel it? You may only remember 10 because of all the resetting they have to do to keep you short-lived people alive, but I assure you it has been much, much longer than that!

[carabina]

Short-lived? I'm suppose to be dead! We can't die in the Tower permanently anyway, so they don't have to reset the time!

[ She was pretty much in tears. Losing a friend was something she didn't want to do and she wanted to hold on to him, but he didn't want to be her friend anymore. ]

I would have known if it was a thousand years... It's only been ten...

[oathshackledbird]

[Lancer is on his feet now, bent over and shouting at the screen.]

Do you really think you could handle knowing you were stuck in this place for a thousand years? Do you? Would you still be able to smile and tell your little students that everything is going to be okay and they will go home someday?

Face it, you couldn't. That's why they won't let you remember more. You're of no use to them rocking and crying in your room all day!

[carabina]

...

[ All he gets is silence from the girl. There was no way they could understand each other now, like they did in the past. The man she once admired for his strength was nothing but a memory and now all that was left of him was this. He was corrupt because of the tower. Because she was too busy with her own problems to really notice.

No, that wasn't right. Certainly she tried to help him over the years. He was wrong, her mind screamed at her, he was nothing but a liar that she should forget about. Everything was hurting now. Losing another friend. She couldn't handle this torture anymore. ]

So, it seems I'm alone again. It's the same fate for me.

[ She's not sure why she said that, but there was no use arguing with him. ] I'm sorry for troubling you, Lancer-san. I'm sorry for not doing my best to help you. I guess... [ She still could feel regret. She hated this feeling, so she had to stay away from him. So she could forget the feeling once again.

With that, the feed clicks off. ]

[oathshackledbird]

[Lancer scoffs as the screen fades to black.]

See...this is exactly what I mean. You just can't handle it.

[For all his disdain, though, as Lancer turns from the terminal and walks away, something deep inside of him shrieks in agony.]