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animus_network2013-07-22 09:23 am
slightlyoblivious) wrote in animus_network2013-07-22 09:23 am
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I need some assistance with acquiring a set of fighting fans - they'll only be used for defense and monster-fighting when the administration feels the need to take away our powers. I'd like a set of metal ones with either sharpened edges or hidden blades.
I've been told by Diarmuid Ua Duibhne that I should speak to a Thorin Oakenshield about this? I'm not sure where I'd get the metal, but I trust both of you on this one.
There's...something else.
[And she takes a deep breath.]
People with violet collars are quite possibly in for some trouble, because unless something happened after I -
[The long pause is probably telling. Yes, she died.]
- I failed to stop him from taking it, there's a tank of your collar fluid in Sephiroth's hands. It's probably fairly obvious what I mean by 'failed'. Considering he's not above either mind control or killing other people, I don't really think I have to say a lot more.
filtered to the Investigation Team, Commander Shepard, and Diarmuid Ua Duibhne:
Remind me that when my gut tells me something is a bad idea, that it is generally right. My gut was telling me to get one of you guys last night when I was - and I swear, I was not down there to get in trouble, I was just curious since I'd gotten two collar checks, which I cooperated with, last week. I wanted to take a look. I didn't know...I didn't know what would happen.
I happened to be down there when the door was open, when it had been closed or protected the entire week, and...it ended badly. I didn't know if I'd have time to get backup, as much as my gut was screaming at me to get it, and I'll be frank here: I died trying to stop Sephiroth. I knew having anything in his hands was a bad idea.
I thought someone would - anyway, what should I do, when someone I thought I could trust because of mutual friendship because of...well, Yu trusts him. I thought I could too, and I would have done something, and yes, it probably would have ended the same way. I still would have done something if he was the one getting attacked. It was...not good, to say the least, to learn that it doesn't go both ways. I don't know what to do now. I didn't call him out or anything, because I don't know what happened after I died and I know it's not fair to call someone out like that, but I don't know what to do now.
private to Ryoji Mochizuki:
[And it's here that Yukiko chokes up, starts to shake a little trying to keep her tears in.]
...I won't ever be as stupid as that again. I just didn't want anything - I know your collar is violet and I just didn't want anything related to it or to you in any way in the hands of someone who's hurt you, and I just wasn't fast enough, and...I'm sorry I couldn't stop Sephiroth from killing me. I'm so sorry.
I've been told by Diarmuid Ua Duibhne that I should speak to a Thorin Oakenshield about this? I'm not sure where I'd get the metal, but I trust both of you on this one.
There's...something else.
[And she takes a deep breath.]
People with violet collars are quite possibly in for some trouble, because unless something happened after I -
[The long pause is probably telling. Yes, she died.]
- I failed to stop him from taking it, there's a tank of your collar fluid in Sephiroth's hands. It's probably fairly obvious what I mean by 'failed'. Considering he's not above either mind control or killing other people, I don't really think I have to say a lot more.
filtered to the Investigation Team, Commander Shepard, and Diarmuid Ua Duibhne:
Remind me that when my gut tells me something is a bad idea, that it is generally right. My gut was telling me to get one of you guys last night when I was - and I swear, I was not down there to get in trouble, I was just curious since I'd gotten two collar checks, which I cooperated with, last week. I wanted to take a look. I didn't know...I didn't know what would happen.
I happened to be down there when the door was open, when it had been closed or protected the entire week, and...it ended badly. I didn't know if I'd have time to get backup, as much as my gut was screaming at me to get it, and I'll be frank here: I died trying to stop Sephiroth. I knew having anything in his hands was a bad idea.
I thought someone would - anyway, what should I do, when someone I thought I could trust because of mutual friendship because of...well, Yu trusts him. I thought I could too, and I would have done something, and yes, it probably would have ended the same way. I still would have done something if he was the one getting attacked. It was...not good, to say the least, to learn that it doesn't go both ways. I don't know what to do now. I didn't call him out or anything, because I don't know what happened after I died and I know it's not fair to call someone out like that, but I don't know what to do now.
private to Ryoji Mochizuki:
[And it's here that Yukiko chokes up, starts to shake a little trying to keep her tears in.]
...I won't ever be as stupid as that again. I just didn't want anything - I know your collar is violet and I just didn't want anything related to it or to you in any way in the hands of someone who's hurt you, and I just wasn't fast enough, and...I'm sorry I couldn't stop Sephiroth from killing me. I'm so sorry.
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