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[doasisay]

[ Lelouch is a little upset and is just wanting to talk from outside sources. anyone's welcome to say whatever ]

...What do you think will be waiting for all of us on the other side?

If there even is "another side".

I get this feeling... That there's going to be nothing. Especially for me. I hope I'm not the only one who feels this way.

I haven't been here for very long, but I already wish I would've...

[ and he just leaves it at that. he doesn't want to say that he wishes he had been left behind - because there's Rolo here, even a Suzaku, and all the other people he has met. but he feels like he shouldn't be here. a part of him feels like he doesn't deserve it ]

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[chainsawn]

[ ...

She's still thinking for a moment.. but then still misunderstanding as well a moment later. ]

Once you're gone.. then you just have to let someone else look what's on the other side of the wall.

[ Yes, she just thinks he meant the same thing except you can't look yourself since you've already gone somewhere else. ]

[doasisay]

No, no. I'm afraid you've still got it wrong.

I'm asking what there might be beyond this life. I only want to know what other people believe is there.

[chainsawn]

"Beyond this life"? I didn't even know there was supposed to be something like that..

.. or do you mean something like heaven?

[doasisay]

I though it was something that everyone hoped for.

[chainsawn]

Well, when you die, that's just when it's over. Not in this place, I mean, since we all just come back, but if you die in a normal way then that's it.

That's just the way life is, right? It'd be nice if there would be some sort of nice dream in death, but I don't know if we can hope for something like that.

[doasisay]

I suppose you're right.

You have no hope for anything other than what's here now?

[chainsawn]

Not really.

I just want to live life with other people. That much sounds like it'd be pretty cool.

[doasisay]

Other people? That's it...?

[chainsawn]

Of course. What else would you need to be happy in life?

[ She's a simple girl. ... Sort of. ]

[doasisay]

...I actually can't think of anything else. My only concern would be my brother.

[chainsawn]

Family is important. Sometimes I wonder what my parents would have been doing too back home.

[ Probably just ignoring her like usually - she can't help but think that a little bitterly as she frowns to herself but doesn't mention it. ]