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[this is the single most sloppy filter in the history of mankind, attempted toward the 'Tower superiors'. and yet it's fail knows no bounds... and thus, it's visible to everyone in the Tower at large.]

this is enoguh. twe've been in this tower for how long?? this' fso bullshit and tis' not tehe way it should be

i dont care if it takes forvevr, i am going to wait outsidethe elevtorr until i see you. and when i seesdsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss [sorry, sorry-- he got distracted and leaned an elbow on the keyboard--] ffhh34555555555 |

[...uh. 35 minutes later:]

mn like it?? you thinik im just gona [well, he came BACK with the intention of TOTALLY TELLING YOU OFF... but nope, distracted again.]

[......62 minutes later; sounding slightly or more than slightly slurred and groggy:]

...Jus'... give me Lilith, 'n I won't... [a hesitation. won't what? kill them? he would, and he knows it, even if he's more than a little tanked. he wonders if they would even believe him if he lied, but he'd almost be willing to promise anything at this point... the taste of freedom and hope -- that they could get out of here and run, just RUN and never have to go back to the colony--]

I'll-- do whatever you want, jus'...

[...a few beats of silence. then, the sound of one of his trusty bottles from home tipping, spilling pungent contents-- a muffled profanity... and the feed ends. oops. he is going to be so pissed about this later. ...the entry, not the spilled booze. though he might be pissed about that too.]

[ooc: open for everyone slkdjfs idek... someone wants his not!girlfriend okay. he's currently making a mess of things in the halls outside the dorms on his way up, so catch him there if you want.]

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[terranities.livejournal.com]

Abel... Abel, I love you.

[Does he seem to be taking a long time to die? God, Abel, you're SO DRUNK.]

[terranicidal.livejournal.com]

[you have no idea bro. he's totally gone.

SOB now he's totally wibbling into Cain's shoulderrrr rubbing his face all into his uniform... NOOOOOOOOOOOOO CAAAAAAAAAAAAIN... pathetic sniffling goes here.

you're so dead tomorrow. just saying.]

[terranities.livejournal.com]

[Pfft tomorrow is another day, and he'll be relying on the severe hangover to stop any serious harm coming to him.]

You... you love me too, right?

[terranicidal.livejournal.com]

C... course, I do, it's...

[lmaoooo oh my god all the death. all of it. SQUEEZING TIGHTER NOOO MY SOULLLL DON'T LEAVE MEEE--]

Don't you know... that?

[terranities.livejournal.com]

[Perhaps he feels a little bad now, his arms lifting to hold Abel in return.]

I feel... a bit better.

[terranicidal.livejournal.com]

[SURE, BROTHER. IT'S NO THANG. ain't like you're being a dick and trolling him in a moment of vulnerability or anything. nah.

sldkjfskdf getting hugged back yay ;; NEVER TELL A SOUL OF THIS. never. SQUISHING HIM this hug is so tight don't die Cain ;;]

You-- know, right?

[terranities.livejournal.com]

[It serves him right for getting drunk and then begging for Lilith, not that this had made Cain jealous at all or feeling the childish and selfish need to reassert his ownership on his brother.]

...it's okay, I know. Of course I know.

[terranicidal.livejournal.com]

[sob you're so mean Cain. you jealous bastard. ;(

now he's just... deflating a tiny bit, still wibbling a wibble into his shoulder god this is so pathetic what is even... mumbling that he can't die. don't die bro ;;;;;;]

[terranities.livejournal.com]

[Feeling guilty about his actions now, pushing down the reasons why as deplorable, he simply pulled Abel tighter to lay with him on the bed.]

I'm not going to die, I feel lots better now. You cured me.

[terranicidal.livejournal.com]

[flopping... and not seeming to care at all this is the behavior of children, not grown adults. ALL THE SHAMELESS INEBRIATED CLINGING.]

I don't... I don't want to lose you too.

[terranities.livejournal.com]

[Now he feels guilty and mildly irritated at Abel for spoiling the moment, not that any of this shows outwardly.]

You won't, I promise. Now go to sleep.

[terranicidal.livejournal.com]

[WHAT MOMENT YOU FUCKER SLKDFJLSKJDF...

mumble mumble...]

...what if... they're really gone, Cain...?

[terranities.livejournal.com]

Don't... think like that.

We'll find the way home, and they'll all be waiting for us, you'll see.

[terranicidal.livejournal.com]

[hnnghhh-- he sits up, jerkily... and clumsily, blinking hard with a little frown to look intently at his brother. sou intent!!]

--No. That isn't home. I don't want to go back to the colony. I want... to get them here, and run. I want to go. [go... go, just go and never look back. start over, anew, from scratch. no more being 'monsters' or 'tools.' they'd just be a family.]

But how long's it gonna take? I don't want to lose you waiting. I don't wanna jus'... just-- sit here and do nothing, 'cause what if they decide to take you away? I can't do anything. I won't be able to find you.

[terranities.livejournal.com]

Abel...

[He sat up as well, less clumsily than his brother, and reached out to press his fingers over Abel's heartbeat.]

You would never not be able to find me, they would never be able to keep us apart. Trust me, I promise I will find us a way out of here.

[terranicidal.livejournal.com]

Some things, not even you can fix, Cain! 'nd I can't... do it without you. [he might know where you are, but he doesn't have confidence in his ability to achieve... jack shit without his twin ;(]

[terranities.livejournal.com]

You'll never ever have to do it without me, you know that.

[Sob. Little does he know.]

[terranicidal.livejournal.com]

[...so much fail just. EVERYWHERE.

he is deflating a little again, but with no more confidence than he had before... ;( bro...]

[terranities.livejournal.com]

[Running fingers gently through Abel's hair.]

Try to sleep.