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I've told him I'm thinking about it, and that I don't really know what I'm doing, and it's pretty obvious that he's interested. But he said he was willing to wait for me to figure it out. He didn't even say that like he was just saying it to say it, but like he really meant it, too, which is just... wow. Major wow.

There's just a lot of expectations with romance. Not that it isn't great, but it does get complicated.

If Kennedy ended up here? I don't know. She was there for me when I was going through something really hard, but... I don't think of her and my heart flutters. I was so lost in grieving Tara when we met that I feel like how I think of her is all wrapped up in that.