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[guiltapalooza]

You know what, I am so sick of this. Completely sick of this!! And look at me, repeating myself and using multiple exclamation points (two!) like a rebel. Because I am a rebel!

I'm tired of all these embarrassing personal incidents. When they aren't embarrassing, they're deeply horrifying and disturbing. I just want regular old test taking anxiety again! I want worrying about whether Anya is going to ask Giles if he has a new orgasm friend yet in public! And all that demon stuff, even that was familiar.

But here it's like, oh, here's that troll kid I'm friends with and he got his arm torn off. Here's me turning myself into a troll and going creepy stalker over Aradia. (Which by the way, oh Goddess am I sorry for and eternally mortified about.) Or here's me picking up the bloody scraps of the clothes of the double of someone I'm friends with!

And don't tell me I'm using too many of's there, I told you I'm a rebel today! I just want my test taking anxiety back, darn it. I'd even take worrying over when I'm going back to college, and that was a lot of worrying.

... Okay, whining done. End whining. In other news, who's still having wacky collar-induced sickness and power-tampering shenanigans? Cause frankly I'm finding this really worrying and I want to get to the bottom of this.

Comments

[verymuchalive]

theyre used to it
only the last time i really had to use them i wasnt god tier so the whole conditional immortality thing wasnt an issue
which
yeah thats how its complicated

oh!
we should have a friendship affirmation party once this is done!
and see if we cant track down our mysterious roomie while were at it

[guiltapalooza]

Ohhhh. Oh, yeah, that is a doozy of complicated. But I bet the tower won't let anything happen that'll endanger the stability of its existence, so something will probably happen that will balance it all out.

A friendship affirmation party? Those are some fantastic words all in a row like that. I've actually met our mysterious roomie once when she first got here, and she seemed pretty nice, but I haven't seen her since. So tracking down might definitely be in order, at least so she can get an invite to said party.

[verymuchalive]

i hope youre right
pretty sure having this many of me around for too long couldnt be good

you think so?
well okay!
well make this a thing somehow!

[guiltapalooza]

Yeah, I like you and all, but this is kind of an excessive amount of you. No offense. More than one of any version of someone is excessive in my opinion. And also tends to end badly.

The tower needs some cheering up, pronto! We can have movies and baked goods and dumb party games, and I'll pretend to tell people's fortune except not really because I'm crummy at divination. We can put things together and make an invitation on the network once this latest thing is over with.

[verymuchalive]

dont worry
i think this is excessive amounts of me too

oh well maybe terezi could help out!
shes a seer so who knows
and youll have to teach me these games so i can practice!

[guiltapalooza]

It is kind of a lot.

I don't think I've met her. But I will teach absolutely anyone that wants to learn these party games, and I will even skip the humiliating ones. Cause I'm nice like that.

[verymuchalive]

yay!
this is going to be so much fun!

[guiltapalooza]

And we could all use some fun right now, I think!

I'm glad you had this idea. Or I did? We both did.

[verymuchalive]

it was a joint decision because we are just this good at the roomie thing

[guiltapalooza]

All the roomies are jealous of our skill at this. But if they ask, maybe we can graciously condescend to give them lessons on how to be as fantastic at it as us.

[verymuchalive]

maybe
but only if they ask nicely

[guiltapalooza]

Right. Only nicely.

So I'll let you know when it's time to set everything up for the party, okay?

[verymuchalive]

got it
ill just try and keep these other mes in check in the meantime