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[guiltapalooza]

You know what, I am so sick of this. Completely sick of this!! And look at me, repeating myself and using multiple exclamation points (two!) like a rebel. Because I am a rebel!

I'm tired of all these embarrassing personal incidents. When they aren't embarrassing, they're deeply horrifying and disturbing. I just want regular old test taking anxiety again! I want worrying about whether Anya is going to ask Giles if he has a new orgasm friend yet in public! And all that demon stuff, even that was familiar.

But here it's like, oh, here's that troll kid I'm friends with and he got his arm torn off. Here's me turning myself into a troll and going creepy stalker over Aradia. (Which by the way, oh Goddess am I sorry for and eternally mortified about.) Or here's me picking up the bloody scraps of the clothes of the double of someone I'm friends with!

And don't tell me I'm using too many of's there, I told you I'm a rebel today! I just want my test taking anxiety back, darn it. I'd even take worrying over when I'm going back to college, and that was a lot of worrying.

... Okay, whining done. End whining. In other news, who's still having wacky collar-induced sickness and power-tampering shenanigans? Cause frankly I'm finding this really worrying and I want to get to the bottom of this.

Comments

[madscientits]

I'm not positive, but I'm pretty sure I'm still affected by the "wacky collar-induced shenanigans".

...Also the anxiety in your soul is incredibly loud and echoing through the halls, so would you mind keeping it down slightly?

[guiltapalooza]

That's a thing? You can hear my anxiety echoing? Um, sorry. I think I got most of my complaining out now, anyway, so it should be better.

Do you usually hear souls being loud or is it because of the wacky shenanigans?

[text] (orange => violet so typing issues

[midgarhorizon]

Worrying? i cAn barelymove my body enoguto worryh. left my roomthrehousr agoani only got to thrtemrianl.


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[voice]

[guiltapalooza]

Whoa, hey, I can only make out like half of that.

I was trying to play it cool and not have a heart attack over what's happening to everyone, but yeah, it is definitely more than just worrying. Some people's powers are out of control, some people can't move... I'm dreading if they call me down there for collar tweaking myself.

[knifehands]

You complain too much.

[guiltapalooza]

I don't complain all the time, I just had it all built up from weeks of not complaining about anything. I had to get it out.

[verymuchalive]

yes the shenanigans are still in place
and i apologise now if i or any of my clones end up damaging anything of yours
or if they all start approaching you and getting things all confused

and dont be mortified
these things happen
its actually kind of funny when i look back

[guiltapalooza]

Your clones? Why clones, what is going on with clones?

Funny for you, maybe. Do you know how long it took me to turn back? I think my nails are still a little yellow and claw-y. I don't want to have claws!

[ceruleanspid8r]

Woooooooow.
Lamest re8el ever.

[guiltapalooza]

Yeah, well, whenever I'm a non-lame rebel it just ends up being deeply frightening and making me regret it for ages. I'm okay with this status as lame.

[Voice]

[ocariness]

[ Guess who just recently came back to life? SIGH. ]

Willow... I am sorry. Truly sorry.

[ There is so much guilt here. Link needs to tell her that Ganondorf is also here... ]

But... I am glad you are unharmed. What is happening right now? I only recently...

[ Came back, but Link can't finish the sentence. ]

[Voice]

[guiltapalooza]

[Yeah, she didn't hear anything about him dying in the first place, so she's totally clueless about this.]

You only recently what? And what do you have to be sorry about? None of it was your fault, Link, I just need to vent sometimes. But venting-- not personal.

[Then she launches into the exposition without hesitation, rattling it off with the gusto of someone who's been in this position many times before.] As for what's happening, people are getting called down to have their collars 'adjusted', and when they do, they change the color. There's weird side effects like illness, paralysis, and especially loss of control of their abilities or just flat out loss of their abilities.

[video]

[floreatnoctem]

[Chidori takes all of this in carefully, and then just shakes her head. If her non-expression could be called anything, it might be chagrin.]

Experiments will never be in the control of the subjects, Willow.

[video]

[guiltapalooza]

I didn't sign up to be a subject, and neither did anyone else here. I'm not going to sit down and take it if they think they can control us.

Maybe they can, but can you really just accept something like that?

video

[windykind]

...

You turned into a troll?

[Sorry, he's just going to... ignore the rest of the aspects of this post for now. Because hello, SHE TURNED INTO A TROLL.]

video

[guiltapalooza]

[So glum as she answers.]

Worse, I turned myself into a troll. I ate some chocolate that turned me into a psycho stalker, and... and I'd really rather not talk about it.

WTF I think I put that in the wrong place, lmao

[wwaterboy]

are you okay?
do you wwant to cuddle or anythin?

LOL it's okay, Liz can handle the tragedy of an extra notif xD

[guiltapalooza]

I'm okay, I just had to vent; I haven't had my collar adjusted or anything. But I would never say no to cuddling, either.

There's just been a lot of stuff going on lately.

1/?

[chronomancer]

wwilloww?
are you okay?

[chronomancer]

you turned yourself into a troll?
wwhy?

[chronomancer]

it wwasnt torn off!
it wwas an Accident!

[chronomancer]

can wwe just not
please
can this Not Be A Thing

Re: 1/?

[chronomancer]

NO
ALL A YOU
GO THE FUCK BACK TO THE OTHER POST
ALL A YOU!
FUCK WWERE NOT DOIN THIS
OKAY
WWERE NOT
EXCEPT WWE ALREADY DID BUT
FUCK IT ALL
GO BACK TO THE DESIGNATED DOOMED SELF AREA
OR NOT
ITS NOT LIKE YOU BOTHER TO LISTEN TO COMMON SENSE

[chronomancer]

dont
be so hard on yourself
wwilloww

[chronomancer]

so
wwhat exactly
are you rebellin against here?