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You know what, I am so sick of this. Completely sick of this!! And look at me, repeating myself and using multiple exclamation points (two!) like a rebel. Because I am a rebel!

I'm tired of all these embarrassing personal incidents. When they aren't embarrassing, they're deeply horrifying and disturbing. I just want regular old test taking anxiety again! I want worrying about whether Anya is going to ask Giles if he has a new orgasm friend yet in public! And all that demon stuff, even that was familiar.

But here it's like, oh, here's that troll kid I'm friends with and he got his arm torn off. Here's me turning myself into a troll and going creepy stalker over Aradia. (Which by the way, oh Goddess am I sorry for and eternally mortified about.) Or here's me picking up the bloody scraps of the clothes of the double of someone I'm friends with!

And don't tell me I'm using too many of's there, I told you I'm a rebel today! I just want my test taking anxiety back, darn it. I'd even take worrying over when I'm going back to college, and that was a lot of worrying.

... Okay, whining done. End whining. In other news, who's still having wacky collar-induced sickness and power-tampering shenanigans? Cause frankly I'm finding this really worrying and I want to get to the bottom of this.

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yeah itll be awwkwward but i havve a responsibility to be there for you wwhen you need me

Goddess, how are you this perfect? Did you practice or something? Because you're really perfect.

wwell i guess you could say i practice

Well it's really paid off.

But, um, you really don't have to go with me. Dawn's probably going to get upset, and she can get kind of cruel. She is a teenager. I'll come find you after, okay? For sure.

okay wwell i wwont argue
ill wwait for you
shed better not be too cruel

Even if she is, it won't really be about me. Dawn's lost a lot of people in the past couple years. Her mom, Buffy, and now I have to tell her about Tara. It'd be kind of like if you lost a lusus three times in a row, almost.

oh
i get it i didnt realize it wwas like that
im sorry if i wwas pressurin you

You're doing the opposite of pressuring, I promise. I told you you were perfect, didn't I? Don't change a single thing.

i dont knoww i might havve been pressurin a little
but im glad youre not irritated
your the one bein perfect
caring about evveryone making evverything wwork youre really the swweetest thing
my wwitch

Oh, well, you're all important to me and I want you to be happy. I don't know if it's really that special.

And it's not pressuring if I want you to. I always want you there.

its fuckin miraculous believve me

i alwways wwant to be there

Miraculous, wow. You could write greeting cards. As long as you only send them to me, cause admittedly feeling a little possessive now that we've established each other's relative perfection.

Is it okay to be possessive of at least this quarter of you?

a course i hope you wwould be <3

Is that a thing? Wait, hang on.

<3<3<3

Edited 2012-03-27 15:33 (UTC)

youre still the cutest evver

You keep talking like that and I might not wait until after I talk to Dawnie to come find you.

thats definitely not gonna deter me

It wasn't really supposed to.

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