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[mutab1e]

[Stop the presses, it's a video post today. Maybe Equius really doesn't want to bother, because it's a very short message, and he looks like he's pretty tired out from... something or another.]

If anyone sees a tyrian-blood troll named Nepeta Leijon, please tell me. Immediately.

[His expression is unusually severe.]

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[chronomancer]

oh
i
should i help you look?
i dont havve an army a doomed selvves anymore but

[mutab1e]

-(I+ wou1d be grea+1y apprecia+ed)
-(+hank you)

[chronomancer]

ill let you knoww
if i see her

[mutab1e]

-(+hanks)

[mutab1e]

-(Eridan)
-(If youve been 1ooking for her)
-(You don+ need +o anymore)

[ACTION FROM HERE ON]

[chronomancer]

[He'd returned to the terminal to report his lack of findings on a certain kittykat, but he found Equius comment instead. He blinked at it and shrugged, taking the curtness of it as usual Equius Zahhak being Equius Zahhak and then turned towards his own room, intent on taking a nap, maybe.]

[mutab1e]

[God, why.]

[Quickly after leaving the room of that human who looked like Rose Egbert, it had dawned on Equius that yeah... she's gone. He kind of sunk against the wall, then. But he kept moving. If the Highblood wasn't in the dormitory, he could probably hide under the covers in peace.]

[He got to the staircase before it dawned on him why she's gone. In a state of abject horror, Equius kind of slowly sat down on the stairs and attempted to make as tiny a ball out of himself as possible, PRIVACY BE DAMNED, because god damn what's WRONG with him. SHIT. SHIT. SHIT.]

[That was twenty minutes ago. If he cared, Equius would note that his muscles were beginning to ache.]

[chronomancer]

[Eridan appeared on the steps. He smiled at the sight of familiar horns.]

Hey, E--

[And then the bodylanguage sank in and he trailed of, speeding up his pace some what.]

...Equius?

[mutab1e]

[Oh god, no.]

...E-eridan.

[His whole body is wailing from being in that cramped position for so long, but at the sound of the jadeblood's voice he stands up and turns to face him, using the railing as a much-needed support. He has never been more thankful for those damn glasses than he is now.]

Hello...

[chronomancer]

[Eridan frowned, worry coming easily to him, as easily as a second skin. Really, he was a worrier at heart, and then the Game had gone and conditioned him to worry about everyone all the time, to try and see if there was something he could fix. He stepped closer, eyes studying Equius from behind the sunglasses.]

What's wrong?

[mutab1e]

[No use lying.]

...Nepeta.

[That's all he trusts himself to say.]

[chronomancer]

[That tone doesn't leave many options open, either she's hurt or dead, and it doesn't matter if people come back to life here in the tower, Equius is her moirail. Eridan can think of very few things worse than watching your moirail get hurt or suffering or something. His expression softens as he offers a hand.]

C'mon.

[mutab1e]

[Even now, it's clear to see the little internal struggle -- does he do as the jadeblood says, or avoid touching him because hello, he shouldn't be contaminating such a creature? Eventually, when the knot starts tightening in his throat -- it's not just that, Eridan, no -- he just gives in and takes it, allowing himself to be led along wherever Eridan will drag him.]

[chronomancer]

[Eridan walks resolutely towards his own room, leading Equius by the hand. He tries to go slow, though, rushing would probably just upset Equius some more, but he keeps a steady, firm hold on his hand. He hopes that's reassuring, but he wouldn't really know. He stops in front of his door, peeking inside to make sure none of his roommates is around, and breathes a sigh of relief when its empty. Good, good.]

After you.

[He steps back, holding the door open and giving Equius an expectant look.]

[mutab1e]

[Looking more confused than anything else now, Equius steps through, looking back at Eridan more than once.] W-what are we doing?

[chronomancer]

[Eridan stepped after him and closed the door quietly, shaking his head.]

Something you clearly need.

[And he's not entirely sure he wants to do, but hey. It's cool, he's used to doing what no one else wants to do. This is just Tuesday for him. He shakes his head and starts going about the room, throwing blankets and pillows onto his bed, to create a makeshift, improvised pile.]

[mutab1e]

Wait-- what?

[Equius can do nothing but stand there and watch while Eridan goes around, totally destroying all those perfectly made beds. Each corner he ripped from its place made Equius die a little bit inside. This whole situation is really not making him feel very comfortable, okay...]

Uh, those shouldn't be on the floor...

[chronomancer]

It's okay. I'll clean up once we're done.

[He eyed the pile on the bed with a critical eye. It was on the small side, but he didn't really have enough bedding to make it bigger, but it'll do. He unceremoniously shoves the entire mess onto the floor and turns to give Equius a speculative look.]

But before that, you and I, on the pile.

[mutab1e]

B-but...

[And when it's all swept onto the floor, Equius visibly cringes. THERE IS SO MUCH BACTERIA ON THAT FLOOR, ERIDAN AMPORA. HE IS NOT GETTING ON THAT!!!]

[...]

[...oh, yes he is, apparently. But he does NOT look happy about it. And he's looking at Eridan, silently pleading him to call it off, because that is gross and he sees where this is going and he does not want to do this right now.]

[chronomancer]

I know, I know. It should be a pile of rifles, blame the tower for taking my entire sylladex away.

[He rolled his eyes behind the sunglasses and then dropped into the pile. Surprisingly, it held.]

Come here.

[mutab1e]

[That... that was a direct order.]

[He couldn't disobey that.]

[Silently and carefully, Equius sat down next to him.]

[chronomancer]

[He'd never tried this in a non-doomed context. Sort of. He tilted his head to the side and softened his voice, taking away much of the edge in it.]

Where's Nepeta, Eq?

How many times have I rewritten this tag... /head in hands

[mutab1e]

...She's... she's gone.

[Pause.]

Not-- not dead, though she's probably dead too! IT's just. She's not coming back, Eridan. I know it. I found one of her roomates, they said that she's just gone, every trace of her body and everything she owns is gone, and-- and you know the plaque on the front where it lists the names of the residents? She's not there anymore. Oh my god, Eridan, I know what happened, I know what happened and she went to find them after I told her I died and-- and oh my god, she just stopped responding and never came to find me after I told her where I was and she-- she lost, Eridan, she lost, and they just destroyed her and I was supposed to stop her and I didn't and it's all my fault.

[His voice starts squeaking about two sentences into this monologue. Eventually he's just curled up again, facing away from Eridan and everything except the side of the nearest bed -- the bare bed because everything is DOWN HERE and... ugh.]

d'awwww T___T Equius, baby, come to my arms and let me love you

[chronomancer]

[Oh. Oh wow, that sucked. Eridan shifted to lie on his side, placing a hand on Equius shoulder. But... mercifully, he did have an answer for the poor troll. For once.]

Eq, Equius, breathe. It's not your fault. I need you to breathe and listen to me, very, very carefully. Alright?

Re: d'awwww T___T Equius, baby, come to my arms and let me love you

[mutab1e]

Yes it is my fault, Eridan! It's totally my fault! It's-- I'm her moirail, it's my job to stop her, and I can't even do that! I-- I even talked to her, I had every single chance to stop this, and I thought I had gotten through to her, but I didn't and now she's dead and yes, it is my fault, I can't even fulfill simple moirallegiance duties, can't you see that?!