Kidou Yuuto ([personal profile] pengeen) wrote in [community profile] animus_network2012-09-02 12:55 am

[Video]

[Well hey it's a bit soon for him to be making another post but he has a good reason for this!! Look he's even going to skip over the formalities this time and get straight to the point to show how serious this is.]

To add onto what Sayaka said, I'm here to send out a warning to be alert as well.

[He crosses his arms]

A few days ago... something happened to me. I was in the cafeteria, and shortly after taking a sip from my drink, I was immediately hit with pain throughout my body. I tried to go to the infirmary... but for some reason I started loosing control of myself and I... [He bites his lip and stays silent for a moment.]

I almost killed someone. [He drops his gaze away from the screen, but continues talking.]

I can't say why that happened, but I can say for sure that it wasn't anything normal. I would never raise a hand to another person, let alone try to kill them.

[He clears his throat and looks back to the screen, a very stern expression set upon his face.]

So be on the look out for things like this happening, keep your guards up, and be careful.
chainsawn: (maybe i should fight harder for you)

[personal profile] chainsawn 2012-09-03 06:58 pm (UTC)(link)
... Did.. you hurt? You said that there was pain, right? That's.. bad. It sounds bad. [ and right after she said she'd protect him too when it'd be necessary.. but then again, if something other than a monster was causing the pain, what could she do? ]
chainsawn: (it's making my heart sink)

[personal profile] chainsawn 2012-09-04 08:01 pm (UTC)(link)
But.. you were still hurt. [ she glances away from the camera, down at her hands instead as she frets a little. ]

You were hurt, and I didn't even realise..
chainsawn: and the scene has dimmed (after that many years have passed)

[personal profile] chainsawn 2012-09-05 03:51 pm (UTC)(link)
It still feels bad though. I should help you, since.. last time, you were the one who got hurt too. It's never me, but it's always you.. [ and yet she's helpless to fight it, even if she wants to. ] .. Why can't they do something to me instead? If it makes you hurt less..

1/2

[personal profile] pegeen 2012-09-05 06:13 pm (UTC)(link)
No! [He snaps his head back up to look her eye-to-eye]

It won't make me hurt any less if you end up getting hurt instead of me. Actually, it would only make me hurt more because.... [A small blush starts coloring his cheeks]

2/2

[personal profile] pegeen 2012-09-05 06:14 pm (UTC)(link)
...because I really care about you, Urotsuki.
chainsawn: (ivory tower)

[personal profile] chainsawn 2012-09-05 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I care about you too, but.. that's why.. that's why I don't want you to be hurt. I don't want you to be hurt, or even die or disappear.. [ she doesn't want to deal with something like that again, not while she's right here with kidou. ]

.. When you get hurt.. I-I'm really sad too..

[personal profile] pegeen 2012-09-06 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
[He stays quiet for a moment after hearing that. If only there was some way neither of them could get hurt..... but he knows that's just wishful thinking.]


... I'm sorry.
chainsawn: (tell me what you want me to say)

[personal profile] chainsawn 2012-09-06 05:27 pm (UTC)(link)
.. It's not your fault.. [ She shakes her head to herself. ] .. I.. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said all of that, right?

[personal profile] pegeen 2012-09-06 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
No, don't apologize. Telling someone your feelings isn't something you should apologize for.
chainsawn: (the cracks begin to show)

[personal profile] chainsawn 2012-09-06 06:54 pm (UTC)(link)
But.. I thought you might think it was weird, or.. that you'd maybe think badly of me somehow..

[personal profile] pegeen 2012-09-06 06:57 pm (UTC)(link)
I would never think badly of you, Urotsuki. And nothing you do or say will be weird to me. [well ok maybe except standing around and watching a whale while it tried to kill everyone----]
chainsawn: (when it's over you'll start)

[personal profile] chainsawn 2012-09-06 07:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[ yeah, she actually is.. pretty weird.. sorry kidou.. ]

.. You're too kind to me, Yuuto. [ she's smiling a little though. ]

[personal profile] pegeen 2012-09-06 07:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[He smiles back]

I really do care about you, Urotsuki... [there's no such thing as "too kind" when it's love...]
chainsawn: (a revelation in the light of day)

[personal profile] chainsawn 2012-09-06 07:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Me too. More than anything, I care about you.. [ she sure loves lovey-dovey talk, apparently, since she's smiling despite her usual blankness. ] That's why I want us to stay together.

[personal profile] pegeen 2012-09-06 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[Well the fact that she's smiling is the best thing to him so this lovey-dovey talk is ok...]

I promise we'll stay together as long as we can.