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011 ♑ [eleventh honk/video]
Content Warning: Thread with Tavros got smutty I really can't believe I'm putting this right in the OP but the general public has a right to be warned.
[The feed clicks on, revealing an extremely wide, extremely frantic purple eye.]
[After a few seconds, the features surrounding said eye come into view, as the operator of the video backs up. And backs up a little more.]
[It's a gargantuan troll. Everything about him looks like it's been blown well out of reasonable proportion. His shoulders took up the width of the screen, and the way he hunched over couldn't have been anything but uncomfortable. His face was painted up like a monotone clown - all dark smudges against stark white. The design hadn't changed much in the sweeps he'd spent here. What was your face was your face, no matter how you felt about it. The paint was what he was born with, the design was a part of him - one thing in life that couldn't be done on a whim.]
[Most of that face, however, was obscured by the most absurd mane of hair imaginable. It exploded from his head in a mass of mats and twists and curls, getting in his eyes and mouth before running down his neck and past his shoulders. It was reminiscent of vines taking over a building - crawling up and threatening to engulf the two massive, spiraling horns that sprouted from his head.]
[For being as giant as he was, Gamzee had been lacking in the brute strength department - a solitary physical trait he failed to inherit from his ancestor. His limbs and neck were thick, but not as thick as they could or should be. His hands rivaled the size of dinner plates, but the fingers on them remained knuckles and spindle.]
[Now that both manic eyes were visible, as well as a decent amount of the rest of him, Gamzee's dark lips parted to speak, revealing terribly sharp and terribly disgusting fangs. Plucking a vial of dark purple liquid from his pants pocket, he held it up to the camera.]
All you magnanimous motherfuckers, please to be all popping the most righteous of motherfuckin' squats at the terminal and start bestowing on to your wicked brother all what's knowledge holy you up and got in those inferior thinkpans 'bout the matter what all is at being your mother fucking blood.
[The feed clicks on, revealing an extremely wide, extremely frantic purple eye.]
[After a few seconds, the features surrounding said eye come into view, as the operator of the video backs up. And backs up a little more.]
[It's a gargantuan troll. Everything about him looks like it's been blown well out of reasonable proportion. His shoulders took up the width of the screen, and the way he hunched over couldn't have been anything but uncomfortable. His face was painted up like a monotone clown - all dark smudges against stark white. The design hadn't changed much in the sweeps he'd spent here. What was your face was your face, no matter how you felt about it. The paint was what he was born with, the design was a part of him - one thing in life that couldn't be done on a whim.]
[Most of that face, however, was obscured by the most absurd mane of hair imaginable. It exploded from his head in a mass of mats and twists and curls, getting in his eyes and mouth before running down his neck and past his shoulders. It was reminiscent of vines taking over a building - crawling up and threatening to engulf the two massive, spiraling horns that sprouted from his head.]
[For being as giant as he was, Gamzee had been lacking in the brute strength department - a solitary physical trait he failed to inherit from his ancestor. His limbs and neck were thick, but not as thick as they could or should be. His hands rivaled the size of dinner plates, but the fingers on them remained knuckles and spindle.]
[Now that both manic eyes were visible, as well as a decent amount of the rest of him, Gamzee's dark lips parted to speak, revealing terribly sharp and terribly disgusting fangs. Plucking a vial of dark purple liquid from his pants pocket, he held it up to the camera.]
All you magnanimous motherfuckers, please to be all popping the most righteous of motherfuckin' squats at the terminal and start bestowing on to your wicked brother all what's knowledge holy you up and got in those inferior thinkpans 'bout the matter what all is at being your mother fucking blood.
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[Before he could give it any more thought, however, a large, fuzzy thing had made its perch on top of his head. Thrashing about to shake the offender off, he halted when Tavros had flown above him to work the water out of his hair. Oh, laughing motherfucking lords, that was going to take forever.]
[Gamzee pulled a face as the towel began wiping at his nose, his forehead. He didn't like being without his paint there in the first place, and to have so much attention placed on that area was uncomfortable. Tavros soon moved on to his neck and shoulders, though, and the way he pressed his lips against Gamzee's skin and muttered into his neck was more than enough to make him forget about what he was getting sour over in the first place.]
Alternative to that was all probably gonna motherfuckin' be some sort of bulge-ectomy or some shit. ...But I'dda done it anyway. 'Cause you up and--
[He was being kissed, towel around his shoulders and a warm brownblood with too many clothes on hovering in front of him. He finished his sentence as their lips broke apart.]
Fuckin' asked.
[With that, he shut up, returning his mouth to Tavros' and working a hand up around the boy's collar. With an experimental tug, the first button snapped free, popping clear off of the shirt and on to the ground.]
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Yeah? I guess I should fucking ask you more often, then.
You look really good without the paint.
[ He muffled against his mouth, tilting his head so that their horns won't get tangled with each other. A skill they were forced to master if they wanted to get anything done without any accidents. The hand on his back was not ignored, and since Gamzee was 'experimenting', Tavros figured he should keep his wings out of the way and allow them to drop to his sides again. He arched his back slightly and pressed down against him, but he didn't show any sign of disapproval. If he wanted to rip off his shirt, Tavros won't stop him.
However, since his wings are completely useless at this point, Tavros had to curl his legs around Gamzee's sides once more in order to keep himself in place. He continues abusing Gamzee's lips, casually breaking away to nibble on them, and then maybe have his tongue slide in when he leans for another kiss. It was an unpredictable and somewhat messy approach. ]
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[Letting out a breath between kisses, Gamzee moved one arm down beneath Tavros, digging his nails in and getting a handful of ass like he had earlier today before this all had started. The other hand moved to the front, fiddling with the buttonhole that had come loose. He dragged his hand down forcefully, letting several more buttons pop off until he heard the tear or seams and fabric. The front of this button-up had now been torn, slashed across the front, and Gamzee made quick work of the rest of it, ripping the fabric from Tavros' torso and throwing it to the ground. He was rewarded with more brown skin, the heat of it drawing him in until his mouth was pressed to the bottom of Tavros' throat.]
[He was pretty far gone by now, consumed by anticipation and the thought that, yeah, he was totally fucking getting some. Tossing a heartfelt prayer to any and all mirthful deities that may have been present, Gamzee dragged his tongue and fangs across those collarbones, moving his bare hips against the ones he held against him. The flat of his palm moved down, sliding across heated abs until the spindly fingers attached to it shoved themselves down Tavros' waistband. He thumbed blindly for the button of his pants, attempting to work them free.]
Sass Ass...
[He growled, sucking the thin skin across Tavros' clavicle between his teeth and biting on it.]
Shut up and fuck me.
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[ Tavros is not really hesitant in expressing himself, especially with Gamzee. So he made it rather obvious when he enjoyed something, and damn- he loved it when Gamzee used those fangs and claws on him. The friction against his skin felt absolutely amazing. If only he could take it to the next level ...
Okay, focus. Once his thinkpan started rolling again, he took control and started tugging down on his own pants, kicking his boots away in the process. He grabbed Gamzee by the horn and yanked hard, just enough to get his mouth off his skin. Putting some good use to his wings, he unhooked his legs and then shoved the highblood. Well-- the original plan involved him pressing Gamzee up against the wall, but somehow they ended on the ground ??? Also, not very smoothly. Which is unfortunate for Gamzee since his body took most of the impact.
He lets out a heavy breath, but smirks as he settled on top, pulling Gamzee's legs apart. ]
Heh. My bad, bro.
[ When his matesprit sprawled out in front of him, in all ways inviting, Tavros slid their hips together, getting a good feel out of Gamzee before taking a hold of them. Tavros wanted to do things a little differently this time, which explains why he had his bulge all pressed up against Gamzee's ass. ]
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[It was completely hot, not to confuse, but it was irritating at the same time. The kind of irritating that was so bad it was good. He didn't much know what was going on in the time it took to happen, but he was released, and in a moment afterwards, sent to the ground. Tavros'... poor aim (?) was just fine with him. The boy's clumsiness just meant that any mishaps he'd happened to make were rougher on Gamzee, which was fucking fine with him.]
[He felt those hands tighten just behind his knees, pulling him apart. The sensation and the seriously trashy thought of being in such a position sent his bulge pressing against his stomach.]
Fuckin'-- lords, Booty--!
[He panted out, reaching his hands around Tavros' shoulders as he lowered himself, digging his claws right back into the skin of his spine to pull him down faster. He didn't give a shit about dicking around beforehand - he just wanted to get fucked, and he wanted it motherfucking yesterday.]
[When Tavros' hands shifted to his hips instead, Gamzee took this opportunity to jerk his legs up, shoving his knees up under Tavros' armpits. Jesus, the fuck was this kid trying to do? This was going to be worlds of painful, which was hot as fuck. He gasped happily against the neck in front of him, dragging his nails across the skin they held.]
This my-- motherfuckin' punishment, baby--?
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Sure, Gam. Why the fuck not?
[ Holy shit, he's pretty sure those claws managed to break his skin in one area or another. Tavros let out a heavy growl, digging his own set of claws deeper into the skin underneath and around Gamzee's hips, keeping him from squirming any further. He was moving purely out of instincts at this point. Which might not be the smartest approach when trying out new shit, but how could he keep any level of calm when Gamzee made it his fucking mission to mark every single inch of his body?
Fuck it. They were never the type to take things slow, and everything went down in rapid, imprudent moves. Why break the habit now ??
A fact he empathized when he started pushing in, starting slow and- fucking hell, the sensation is so foreign, yet it felt incredibly good. So good, he figured that he'd take fucking forever with how tight Gamzee is. So, with little consideration ( toward his matesprit ) and plenty of impatient vigor, the lowblood forcefully slammed his bulge all the way in.
He groaned and pressed his forehead down to Gamzee's neck, breathing against his cold-glistened flesh and burying himself deeper. Holy fucking miracles-- it was nearly impossible for him to even take one single breather before he started fucking him. ]
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[It was perfect. It was perfect and vile and Gamzee loved it with every inch of him, including those desperately writhing against his belly. No one really needed to know why such a psychotic sociopath bent to the will of this lowblooded boy-skylark. Heeded his every beck and call. Sure, there were times where he'd stray, but it was never for long. No matter what state of mind, Gamzee would always agree that this was the only boy he could ever truly love.]
[Because, shit. Who else in the world would fuck him like this!?]
Ahhh... fuck, a bitch ain't up and gettin' no motherfucking fondue with his chocolate bar?
[It was easy to tease, at first. It didn't hurt as much as it could, and even though Gamzee loved every fucking second of it, he knew the pain was going to become uncomfortable very, very soon. He rasped a laugh into Tavros' ear, using them A+ contortionist skills to bring his knees to his chest, tossing the rest of them over the boy's shoulders. Tavros was hot and slick and not nearly the correct size for such an endeavor, which made everything that much better.]
Ahhnn...
Motherf-fuck yeah, Cinnastix--
Gimme all what only I be-- fuckin' deserving--
[Gamzee shivered under the pressure, wincing more and more between groans of pain and pleasure and babbling his mouth off shamelessly. Without warning, the pain he was trying to get himself acclimated to was suddenly replaced by what felt like a giant, hot spear splitting right through his insides.]
FUCK!!!
[As quick and sharp as the pain tearing through him was, he ripped his nails across Tavros' back until they slid down and off his ribs. Slamming his arms to the floor and desperately searching for purchase there, Gamzee arched what he could of his back, seeing as he was mostly being bent in half at this point. And then Tavros had started to move, and for fuck's sake, Gamzee quite honestly pondered for a split second if death by fucking would be his most entertaining death yet, because Tavros was legitimately going to fucking kill him with his bulge.]
[The pounding was merciless, fitting for a subject so undeserving of mercy as he was. Gamzee was nothing now but a pile of bones and angles, being rocked and beaten on the ground, shouting curses and wordless noises of both praise and discomfort at the top of his lungs. A quiet lay he was not, especially under these circumstances. His legs tightened around Tavros' neck, and Gamzee threw his head back against the floor.]
Tav-- Tavros-- TAVROS-- FUCK-- FUCK--!!
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Tavros groaned in pain, his wings fluttering rapidly, but not pulling away just yet. Shit, he had to take a minute, and once he came in terms with the agony, he finally noticed that he was, in fact, bleeding. The brown that Gamzee despised so much is making it way rather quickly down his sides. Maybe leaving a few stains over the highblood as well. ]
Damnit, Gamzee ...
[ He hissed, but wow- he can't deny it was such a fucking turn on. Haha.
There's a lot going on all in once, and Tavros tried to keep up with everything. Despite the little incident, the rhythm of their sex never slowed down, only picking up in pace and force. However, once he felt Gamzee's arms were on the move again, the lowblood had to get his mind off his boner and think properly for once. His wings. He feared his partner might get so into their little fuckfest and get those claws ripping on his precious wings. He can't allow it.
He suddenly released Gamzee's hips, using his hands to unhook those legs around his shoulder and proceeds to break away. He flexed his muscles and let out a very heavy, impatient breath. Stopping was the last thing he wanted to do, but he couldn't afford further injuries. With that thought in mind, he grabbed Gamzee by the horn, forcing him to sit up and in one way or another-- he had his matesprit roll over. Now, Gamzee's face, hands and knees were the only parts that touched the floor.
He garbs a hand-full of hair, pinning him down from the head as he positioned himself. ]
Can't have you shredding me to pieces, bro.
[ And, again, with little warning or preparation, he rammed back into him. You know, you think by now Gamzee had loosened up a little. Guess he was wrong about that. ]
pretty sure this is the part where i ask myself "omg why the hell am i writing this in game"
Ahh...h... what the fuck!?
[He panted out in an attempt to be threatening, but it only managed to come off as breathless and desperate. A warm, clamping grip was around his horn for a second time, and even though he had no idea what to expect, he immensely enjoyed being jerked around like this. It would be no surprise, then, that the shit-eating grin never left his purple-flushed face as he was thrown onto his hands and knees.]
Guess you're the only motherfucker what all is getting to fucking do that, huh?
[He rasped, barely able to get the quip from his mouth before his hair was yanked and his face was ground into the metal floor. Such roughness was so fucking pleasurable to him, especially when Tavros was the one doling it out. It was such a delicious juxtaposition that it made his head spin. His fingers curled against the frigid floor, claws scraping hideously against the metal - a screeching noise that coupled itself with the incoherent begging tumbling out of Gamzee's mouth.]
Tav, fuck--! Come the mother fuck on!! Please--
[He shifted slightly (as much as Tavros' hold on his hair would allow), pressing his forehead against the ground and squeezing his eyes shut as he pleaded. Tavros wasn't interested in torturing him (by making him wait, at least), evidently, since it didn't take long for the sharp, hot flash of pain to surge through him again. Gamzee grunted into the floor, growing louder as Tavros accelerated, chin rubbing raw and nose being painfully crushed as the other troll (unknowingly?) strengthened his hold.]
[He grit his teeth as he was forced open, slamming his hips back in time to try and connect with each Tavros' thrusts, being fucked like a god damn barkbeast on the floor. Obscenities and senseless, filthy babbling were shouted at the top of his lungs in a continuous, unending string.]
[He couldn't keep going like this. He needed more. He needed more than frantically throwing himself on Tavros' too-large bulge. Needed more than the fast-paced slap of their thighs together, and this was evidenced by the way his own bulge curled desperately around itself, and also by the thick purple dripping down the inside of his legs.]
[He needed more, so his previously useless arms took action. Leaving Gamzee to rest solely on his knees and face, one of his hands moved itself down his stomach, reaching down and stretching its fingers just below his writhing bulge to sink, thick and sharp, into the nook that was being so sorely neglected. Fuck, yes, that was what he needed. The pace he used here was hardly in sync with Tavros, but he didn't give a flying fuck. The arm that wasn't selfishly pleasuring himself reached around to the back of his head, hand wrapping tightly around Tavros' forearm. He sunk his nails in the skin there to release the brownblood's grip on his hair, and, once free, he was able to pull him forward a little, enough to bring that warm appendage down close to Gamzee's face so he could open that loud mouth of his wider and--]
[--chomp down as hard as he could on a huge chunk of that meaty, sweat-slicked muscle.]
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By the time Gamzee decided to put some good use to one of his arms, it never occurred to Tavros that he would, so openly, touch himself like this! Oh god, at that moment the lowblood didn't know what to fucking do with himself. This, without any doubt, was the hottest thing he had ever seen. So unexpected. So fucking trashy; hearing him let out such shameless cries of pleasure as he fucked himself, making his own little mess around the floor, and-- haha, he didn't know how long he'd last at this point. The heat in his body was building up rapidly. Ok, take a fucking breather!
His other hand didn't remain idle, he was soon running his fingers along the highblood's thigh before settling on his ass. He then felt a cold hand reach out to his arm, followed by an intense, shooting pain. ]
Fuck !!
[ His shoulders tensed, hissing and growling, but not daring to yank his arm free. Fucking couldn't even if he wanted to! That fucker had his ridiculously large fangs so deep in his flesh, he knew any movement from his part or Gamzee's would result to him losing some part of his arm.
He lets out a shaky breath before bending over, burying himself painfully deep, not even slowing the fuck down. If anything, he never wanted to fuck Gamzee this badly and what little calm he had is far gone by now. Tavros is bleeding heavily and his fingers twitch in a slight display of discomfort, but he didn't attempt to break free. It brought such a sick yet satisfying sensation, and he- smacked his hand against Gamzee's ass. Hard. Almost as if he was showing approval.
The grin was evident in his tone as he spoke. ]
Heh. Do I need to fucking tie you up or something?
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[If his teeth weren't embedded so deep in an arm, Gamzee would probably have many words of praise to sing at the sharp slap against his backside and the question being posed to him shortly thereafter. Rhetoric as it may have been, the way Gamzee groaned around the skin in his mouth and let a shudder roll down his spine pretty much gave his answer away anyway. His jaw clenched along with the muscles in his thighs, and he sucked and puffed breaths between his lips and teeth. The heat and thickness of Tavros moving quicker and more erratically inside of him threatened to short-circuit his nerves. He could feel it building, rushing so fast and unstoppable that the most he could do was reach out blindly for the edge of the bed with the hand that he wasn't using to furiously finger-fuck himself. Finding the opening of Tavros' trunk and throwing his arm inside, he yanked it back once his fingers curled around the cold metal lip of a bucket. Tavros was way too trusting of his roommates to keep something like this not very well concealed. Not that it bothered Gamzee in the slightest, but he'd imagine his matesprit would be quite flustered when asked about it just lying there in the trunk.]
[He dropped the fucking thing several times, tipping it on its side with a clatter of metal-on-metal. His fingers weren't working - weren't listening to him. All he could focus on was bucking against Tavros' hips and wanting it harder, harder, harder. Tavros' cries in his ear, the spreading sting of the handprint that had surely formed on his ass, and the fullness of being fucked in two different places at once wracked him with tremors - the only warning he could manage to give to the other troll that he was fucking done for. Digging his teeth into the bloody, spitty mess that was Tavros' arm, Gamzee's stomach fluttered with rapid breaths, fingers trying desperately to keep hold of the bucket as he shoved it roughly up between his legs.]
[With a long, appreciatory note, the inside of his thighs clamped around the metal object as he hit his climax, hips rolling and jerking purely on instinct. Smashing his face hard against Tavros' arm with muffled honks, he pulled out of himself just enough to frantically work his bulge, coaxing the jarring release of genetic material to splash against the sides of the pail in a series of movements that had him seeing fucking stars. It was not all pleasure, however, as the tightening of his muscles caused him to lock up around Tavros' bulge, and with minimal lubrication from Tavros at best, it was not the most wonderful feeling in the world.]
[He didn't give a shit about that right now, though. His hips were completely balanced on the opening of the bucket, the rest of his body quickly threatening to go boneless on him.]
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It didn't matter and he smacks on his ass again, and again, purposely making it more difficult for him to retrieve that bucket. Just watching Gamzee struggle around in this hot mess screamed warning signs, he couldn't continue tormenting himself any longer, and he was desperate to release. He just couldn't believe how fucking tight he is, even after all of this. It was such an extreme sensation, and it just felt ten-- no twenty times more intense and pleasuring and- fuck it, he couldn't hold back any longer!
He finally pulled away from Gamzee, moving his hand down to curl his fingers around his throbbing bulge. He hoped to god that Gamzee no longer needed the bucket because he honestly couldn't even fucking breathe at this point, and whether his partner was done with it or not- Tavros had reached out for the metallic edge, tugging the pail down and between his thighs. It was reckless and desperate, and with a very heavy and equally loud moan, the lowblood reached his climax, filling his own share into the half used bucket. In the intensity of the moment, he jerked his arm, breaking free from Gamzee's grasp, and let's say- the damage could have been easily avoided.
Between agonizing pain and pleasure, he immediately pressed his hand over the gushing wound, hoping with enough pressure he can keep some control over the bleeding. As a result, some of his genetic material had missed the bucket. Fucking gross as hell, but he couldn't help it.
He flops to his side, facing the ceiling and panting rapidly. He was exhausted, and lightheaded. It may have to do with the blood loss, but whatever. He'd been through worse and he got over it. ]
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[Almost prematurely, the bucket was snatched from Gamzee's snatch. The stinging, hollow sensation of Tavros pulling his bulge out dragged a long cry from his throat, which was now unobstructed, because Tavros had ripped his arm out from beneath Gamzee's fangs.]
[Completely overtaken and exhausted, Gamzee let his arms splay out in front of him, resting his torso and knees completely on the foor, while his backside remained propped up. There was blood and drool all over his mouth, sticky splooge splattered on his legs, and sweat slicked across his skin. He groaned as he shifted his stiff bones, weary and painful from overuse, to fall on his side, facing Tavros on the floor, but not really looking at him.]
Fuck...
[His eyes traveled slowly down Tavros' heaving chest, across his stomach, over that deliciously sweet bulge below his hips and down his legs. Fucking maniacal omnipotent laughing lords, this boy was perfection. The boy who split his lip and spanked his ass raw, his sweet, adoring bronze miracle, planted here in this Tower with him, sweet as can be, by some divine act what was having to be all up and dusted by them motherfucking messiahs themselves, he figured.]
[For as much as he continued to be infatuated by every inch of him, that infatuation felt far more distant than it had sweeps ago. It had nothing to do with a weakening of Gamzee's feelings, but with a preoccupation of his mind, drowning itself in darkness and mania. He could only push off the screeching voices for so long, the murderous commands and casteist slurs polluting the tip of his tongue every waking moment. If he dwelled on it too much, he'd lose himself completely, which was something, he could feel, was not far off in the future. For now, though, he could still hold on to the memory of how strong his obsession with this lowblood was. Feel the heat and the strain it put on his pump biscuit just looking at him like this. It was enough to make him reach out his arms, pressing his elbows into the metal floor and dragging himself across the few inches that had separated them.]
[Not bothering to wipe the back of his hand across his disgustingly wet mouth, Gamzee slid it instead over one of Tavros' biceps, leaning down to mouth at the skin of his shoulder.]
Fuckin' went all up at makin' me your mother fucking bitch, Booty.
[His voice was hoarse from all of the shouting he'd just gotten done with.]
You sure be knowing how to get your wicked punish on at a gangsta what done and fuckin' crossed you.
[He grinned against that warm skin, sliding his wet thighs together.]
Promise you'll be bad to me again if I ever be fucking bad to you again.
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It wasn't even about Eridan anymore. But, you know what? He couldn't even bring himself into that mess again. It's done. Get over it, Nitram. I mean- he fucking tried everything at this point and it still hurts like a bitch. He didn't know what to do now.
Maybe chuckle lazily. ]
I only said it was a punishment so I wouldn't kill your boner at the time. Since it's over, I'm more than happy to announce that I wasn't trying to discipline you, or acting 'bad'.
You're free to be turned off now.
[ He rolled his head to the side, as far as his horn would allow him. He then stares down at Gamzee in low lashes. ]
However, next time? I will act differently.
[ He just leaves it at that, any further elaboration is unnecessary. They are adults, and everyone must deal with the consequence of their own actions and mistakes, and while Gamzee is still oblivious to the extent of the damage his 'love bites' reflected on their relationship, Tavros is fully aware of it.
He will dismiss it for now, placing a hand on Gamzee's head. ]
You can rest here if you wish. In fact, I really think you should.
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[He lifted his head from Tavros' shoulder, curling his lip in a silent growl.]
Don't motherfuckin' try and be frontin' up with me all fucking righteous after what shit you just got the mother fuck done doing.
[His eyes were hard, now. He was fucking ticked off. Don't drag him out of his post-sex euphoria with your shitty nagging right off the bat. God damnit, it was the only high he was able to get, now.]
You ain't all... fuckin'...
[The beginning of his nasty remark started off strong, but quickly faded as he felt the warm pressure of Tavros' palm against his naked face.]
[He shut his eyes for a moment, curling his hand into a fist and sinking his nails into the meat of his own palm as he had a quick war with his emotions. Watching Gamzee argue with himself in his head was probably a dumb sight, like the crazy person you avoid on the street who mutters to themselves under their breath.]
[It was a quick struggle, this time. Normally, they could run quite long. After several whispered curses and erratic twitches of his face, Gamzee's hand shot up to grab the arm that was touching him. It was quite forceful at first, but he quickly realized he put too much force behind it, and loosed until his hand was merely resting against Tavros' skin.]
...Are you leaving.
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He was too tired to move and he didn't want to leave ... but he couldn't stay either. He swallows and then nods his head. ]
Yeah. I ...
I need to clean up. I would ask you to join me, but I think you had enough abuse for one day. So ...
[ A lot of shit went down only in a few hours, and Tavros felt like he had tried every single trick in the book. Why is he still feeling like crap? Fuck this. It was getting seriously out of control and he was done with it. Without wasting another second in self-pity, the lowblood forced himself to sit up, groaning as every muscle in his body ached in protest.
He looks at Gamzee, leans over and ... gently pressed their foreheads together, headbutting him in the process. Oddly, it was a sign of affection and ... perhaps he wanted to show him that everything is going to be okay because by the time Tavros had pulled away, he was smiling. ]
Try to get some rest, yeah?
[ Okay, where did he leave his pants again? No point in looking for the shirt, though. He knew Gamzee had destroyed it beyond repair. He'll just have to fly to the laundry room and hope some loser had left a shirt behind or something. ]
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[He was wayyy too lazy to try and do anything about it, though. He just hoped he passed out before he got any colder. Did Tavros leaving mean that he was still upset? The fact that they just fucked, Gamzee knew, meant absolute shit, and there was a chance that Tavros wouldn't be coming back for h--]
[Poppp~]
Mmmm, Mocha Chip.
[The clock of their foreheads together scrambled Gamzee's brains in just the right way, knocking all logic out of his ears and replacing the obsessive thoughts with a dull ache that he cherished. He reached forward lazily, getting a few fingers in Tavros' hair before his hand fell back to the floor. He was too tired for this shit. He'd lay here in this jizz puddle next to this fucking not-full bucket and pass out. Hopefully for a really, really long time.]