notsogrimreaper: (Ryoji Mochizuki: my mother's a bitch)
Ryoji Mochizuki / 'Mushi' ([personal profile] notsogrimreaper) wrote in [community profile] animus_network2013-01-20 09:51 am

[video] Third Remembrance

[Almost as soon as Ryoji awakes and finds himself back to normal, he searches for the nearest terminal and switches it on. It's late, it's unlikely that anyone will hear this but... he needs to get it out somehow.

His face is pale, and for a moment, he almost looks like he's still wearing that terrifying mask. His bloodshot eyes, though, are there, are real eyes, not empty holes of darkness.

It takes him quite a few minutes before he gets up the courage to speak, and he doesn't have that booming voice anymore, either. This voice is just shaky... and sad.]


... Nyx is not a malevolent being. She only exists to give mankind what they all desire, deep in their hearts. She believes any man keeps this want a secret, hidden from the rest of the world and even himself.

B-But it's still there. The want for death.

It seems that this Tower is indestructible, and therefore Nyx could not bring down the Fall... I think she thought that there must be a way to end it, that she just wasn't seeing it. She thought that... maybe if people didn't want to die yet, then she'd make them want it...

[Ryoji lowers his head for a moment, eyes scrunched together as he lets out a pained sigh.]

That's not an excuse. I shouldn't be defending her-we...

I shouldn't be defending myself. I'm truly sorry. If anyone was harmed, please let me know. I'll do my best to make it up to you.

Private to Persona users

...Nyx is still inside me.

[He doesn't feel like he needs to say much else. Those from his old world will know what he expects, and if they don't, maybe that will give Ryoji more of a chance to convince them. The feed shuts off.]
pitiedthefool: (pleased ⚡ make you come alive)

/omg we're boomeranging-!

[personal profile] pitiedthefool 2013-02-10 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
[Dammit, he had to talk a Strega Minato out of stupidity; why dos he have to continue with people related to any Minatos?]

Consider it an intervention. [Funny. It sounds like he'd done it before with another aspect of death.]
pitiedthefool: (smile ⚡ take your time)

/zomgwtf face

[personal profile] pitiedthefool 2013-02-10 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
[SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGH. Them and all his friends. Seriously, Yu could go on about his own team.]

No, you won't. [And not just another him, but someone back home, too.]
pitiedthefool: (izanami ⚡ those memories)

[personal profile] pitiedthefool 2013-02-10 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
[That they are. Yu lets that sink in for a while, but nods at the question.]

...Her, the representatives [hi there] and the Sagiri, yes.

[Death gods and entities plz.]
pitiedthefool: (oh shi- ⚡ survive)

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[personal profile] pitiedthefool 2013-02-10 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
[He makes this private.]

I don't mind.

Basically, the part of her that wanted to "fulfill humanity's wish" chose three humans who represented three aspects of humanity in an experiment to see what it was they wanted: Despair, Emptiness, and Hope. ...I was Hope; the reason my friends all survived to awaken their own Persona ability.

[Fighting their shadow selves was fuuuun. 8D]
pitiedthefool: (um ⚡ amuse those nine muses)

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[personal profile] pitiedthefool 2013-02-10 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
...Most of them got shoved into another world where their own Shadows manifested.

[Oh, Yosuke...]
pitiedthefool: (fool ⚡ so you pray to god)

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[personal profile] pitiedthefool 2013-02-10 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
It's a long story...

[So long that him mun begins the action command spam.

> You explain that in Inaba, there was something called the Midnight Channel - a window that both reflected people who became famous through the media that people wanted to know more about.
> Additionally, you also explain that this window was able to be passed through by Persona users and the representatives, which was how the two initial murders of the case first took place and how your team became involved was the kidnappings that resulted in a vain attempt to keep them from being killed.
> You also mentioned that those who were kidnapped would appear on the Midnight Channel, and it wasn't really them, but everything they repressed from themselves and what society thought of them--in other words, their Shadows.
> You thus end mentioning something similar happened in the Tower once except it was transformed into what the other world was, rather than their appearances end up on the network or the TVs in the media floor.

...Yeah, that year sucked yet was the best of his life. Try explaining that one to the kids at home???]
pitiedthefool: (pleased ⚡ make you come alive)

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[personal profile] pitiedthefool 2013-02-10 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
Right. Though, I would say "time" instead of world entirely... We visited Gekkoukan once.

[Hey, if you are? He wouldn't stop being friends with you. Best friends with a beary friendly Shadow, he is.]
pitiedthefool: ❝Transformation❞ by SAWA (links ⚡ in deepest reverb)

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[personal profile] pitiedthefool 2013-02-10 10:30 am (UTC)(link)
I can't say I disagree there, but it happened.

[One day a certain someone will know. Then things will really get interesting.]
pitiedthefool: (glad ⚡ back like I forgot something)

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[personal profile] pitiedthefool 2013-03-27 12:06 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm glad, too.

[Because when their worlds are restored... his friends will have a future.]