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[Feferi generally manages a smile for the network, even when things aren't going well. This time? She's not even trying to smile. She looks a mess now, though. Her hair's unkempt, like she's been tearing her hands through it, and she looks like she's thrown herself on the ground and cried for a while, then come back to one of the terminals and continued to cry.]

Ruana, you bitch. You took away - you - you -

[She breaks down in sobs again, finally catching her breath after a minute.]

There's a fresh grave with my matesprit's name on it and there are hearts everywhere. You are just throwing all of this crap right in my face, and it's probably giving you some sick kind of enjoyment. You probably watched when I went down there and cried and screamed and you laughed.

I don't care what you did to me last month and how it was supposed to teach me that I couldn't get past you or something. After the crap you pulled at the wedding and after you did this?

I will be hoping that you find someone and develop feelings for them. And then? I will hope that something happens to them, so that when you cry? I can find you and kick you when you're down. Over and over and over again, in your fucking face.

[The threat doesn't seem to help. Feferi just breaks down into tears again, hugging herself loosely until she composes herself enough to speak again]

I...I need some time. I'm sorry, to anyone I said I'd go exploring with. I just...I can't do it. Not now.

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I - yeah. I guess you just never really...I knew that it was always possible that one day the Tower could send someone back. It got worse when that graveyard opened up. And then this happened and I went down there and saw it, and...it's just not right, knowing that someone you really cared about is just gone like that.

...yeah, I get it. [Labrys nodded, downcast--she still didn't quite understand love in the romantic sense, but her mind went to Yukiko's grave on the same floor. The strange ache of loss was enough for her to sympathize.]

Hey...you wanna go get some flowers? When I miss somebody, I like t' go put flowers in the graveyard--especially for people that ain't got any. Usually I feel a little better after that.

I hadn't even thought of that. Maybe we should pick them from the place in the meadow where we spent a lot of time. That might help, because all this feeling angry really doesn't. Not at all.

I'll even help ya if you want. It gets kinda lonely doin' it yourself, y'know?

I think...I think that would be good. Reely good. Because I probubbly shouldn't be alone right now, and some company would kelp.

Okay! I ain't got anythin' better to do, so whenever ya wanna meet up is fine.

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