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[cullscuttlefish]

[Feferi generally manages a smile for the network, even when things aren't going well. This time? She's not even trying to smile. She looks a mess now, though. Her hair's unkempt, like she's been tearing her hands through it, and she looks like she's thrown herself on the ground and cried for a while, then come back to one of the terminals and continued to cry.]

Ruana, you bitch. You took away - you - you -

[She breaks down in sobs again, finally catching her breath after a minute.]

There's a fresh grave with my matesprit's name on it and there are hearts everywhere. You are just throwing all of this crap right in my face, and it's probably giving you some sick kind of enjoyment. You probably watched when I went down there and cried and screamed and you laughed.

I don't care what you did to me last month and how it was supposed to teach me that I couldn't get past you or something. After the crap you pulled at the wedding and after you did this?

I will be hoping that you find someone and develop feelings for them. And then? I will hope that something happens to them, so that when you cry? I can find you and kick you when you're down. Over and over and over again, in your fucking face.

[The threat doesn't seem to help. Feferi just breaks down into tears again, hugging herself loosely until she composes herself enough to speak again]

I...I need some time. I'm sorry, to anyone I said I'd go exploring with. I just...I can't do it. Not now.

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[cullscuttlefish]

In t)(at case? Rig)(t now? I want to s)(ove a 2x3dent into t)(at fucking bitc)('s eyes and twist. T)(en I want to flip it around, rip )(er blood pus)(er out of )(er t)(oracic cavity and s)(ove it up )(er waste c)(ute. T)(en kick t)(e corpse around.

And t)(at still would not be enoug)(.

[papshooshing]

IT'S TIMES LIKE THIS THAT REMIND ME JUST HOW TERRIFYING YOU ARE.
REMIND ME TO NEVER GET ON YOUR RAGING HIGH BLOOD KILLING RAMPAGE SIDE, OKAY?
RIGHT NOW, THOUGH, I THINK YOU'RE COMPLETELY JUSTIFIED IN THAT LINE OF ACTION.

[cullscuttlefish]

Karkat, I don't t)(ink you )(ave it in you to get on my rare raging )(ig)(blood killing rampage side, okay?

Rig)(t now, I would like not)(ing betta, but I know I need to figure out a way to calm my raging rumble sp)(eres.

[papshooshing]

NORMALLY I WOULD ARGUE THAT, BUT THIS TIME I WON'T.

TRY WATCHING A MOVIE.
OH! WAIT.
FORGET THAT, IT'S A BAD IDEA.
GO VISIT THE FISH.
JUST DON'T GET EATEN IN THE PROCESS, WHICH MEANS DON'T GO SWIMMING WITH THEM.