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animus_network2013-04-21 03:01 pm
slightlyoblivious) wrote in animus_network2013-04-21 03:01 pm
three ✾ video
Hello, everyone. This is Yukiko Amagi.
...I was one of the people that was modified last week. I wanted to apologize to anyone I hurt when I wasn't entirely in control of myself. I know that what happened wasn't my fault, but it still hurt other people. I never wanted to do that, and I'm sorry.
[She pauses for a moment, fiddling with her hair, then takes a deep breath and looks into the camera, to continue.]
Something else that I wanted to say is that I understand what it's like to look at what you did when you weren't entirely yourself and be shocked. It really hurts, and it makes you look at yourself differently. But I want everyone to remember this: we all have our shadows. Those shadows may not be pleasant, and they might hurt sometimes. But they shouldn't hold you back, either. The best thing to do is to find a way to accept your shadows and then move forward.
It isn't the easy path to take, but it's the one where you'll find the strength to go forward. I know, because I've been there, and I'm stronger for it.
[And her expression softens, and she manages a little smile.]
The last thing I wanted to say here is that I'm not angry at anyone who was ordering me around or anyone that hurt me. I know that wasn't really you talking, and I know people do things when they're afraid that they wouldn't normally do. I forgive you. I understand if you don't want to be friends, but if you ever want to talk or anything, you can come find me.
Inaba folks, check-in? Are you okay, after all that?
...I was one of the people that was modified last week. I wanted to apologize to anyone I hurt when I wasn't entirely in control of myself. I know that what happened wasn't my fault, but it still hurt other people. I never wanted to do that, and I'm sorry.
[She pauses for a moment, fiddling with her hair, then takes a deep breath and looks into the camera, to continue.]
Something else that I wanted to say is that I understand what it's like to look at what you did when you weren't entirely yourself and be shocked. It really hurts, and it makes you look at yourself differently. But I want everyone to remember this: we all have our shadows. Those shadows may not be pleasant, and they might hurt sometimes. But they shouldn't hold you back, either. The best thing to do is to find a way to accept your shadows and then move forward.
It isn't the easy path to take, but it's the one where you'll find the strength to go forward. I know, because I've been there, and I'm stronger for it.
[And her expression softens, and she manages a little smile.]
The last thing I wanted to say here is that I'm not angry at anyone who was ordering me around or anyone that hurt me. I know that wasn't really you talking, and I know people do things when they're afraid that they wouldn't normally do. I forgive you. I understand if you don't want to be friends, but if you ever want to talk or anything, you can come find me.
Inaba folks, check-in? Are you okay, after all that?
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S-senpai! That's the spirit!
[A good lesson that sometimes he tends to forget himself. He's glad to have her as a friend, and for Yukiko to be that strong. A beat, and then.]
I didn't get affected, so I'm fine.
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[She smiles really brightly.]
There's no doubt in my mind that even if something had happened, you'd have the strength to get through it. And we'd all have your back, no matter what.
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[Wow that's a little too cheesy. Oh well. IT'S TRUE...but there is something on his mind...]
Hey uh Senpai...c-can I talk to you 'bout something?
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That's exactly right!
Of course you can. What's going on?
Let's pretend it is still the 21st also that Kanji attempted to make this private
If you were her, what would you like best? Or should I just make both?
M-maybe I should just make both...
[Look at him, fumbling his words.]
yes let's roll with this also what is filtering because Yukiko's going to assume it worked
[Sorry, Kanji, your senpai's priorities are...well. She's gonna have words with your girlfriend about not filling her in. But not right this minute.]
Well, I think it would be really sweet if you made her both, but I also know that no matter what you do, she'll love it because it's from you.
Ace filter people, these two
[Wow he should have not realized everyone didn't know now he feels bad. And was also expecting Yukiko to have a magical answer to his question but she's basically saying it like either one is fine but he wants someone to make a decision argh!!
...wait...]
...do you think if I combined both of 'em, that would make it extra-cute?
the very best like no one ever was
[And she is. But she's also going to round everyone up and see what other gossip she's missed, because holy wow she feels out of the loop. Now is not the time for that, though!
She claps her hands and nods enthusiastically.]
I think that would be absolutely adorable! It's definitely what you should go with.
To filter themselves is their real test...
[The teasing freshman part of the trio, and Kanji's greatest fear. Granted he's not exactly freshman age anymore and neither is she.]
T-thanks! I'll make sure that's so damn cute she'll be...nah I can't put lace on it that'll be weird.
To hide things is their cause!
[Or just make herself the target for not double-checking whether this was actually filtered away from her. Something like that.]
I think lace might be a little bit much, but I think it's a really great idea.
Some some something I watched Pokemon in french I mean what
[YOU'LL SEE. Kujikawa antics. He knows they'll happen.]
Yeah maybe something with cotton, I think I have a bit of that left...
Anyway, thanks senpai! You need me for anythin'...well you already know where to find me. But if you need me, I'll be glad to help!
I am a slow threadjacker mah bad
[UH OH THEM FILTERS FAILED.]
1/2
[...give it a second.]
video;
[...]
...right. That is what happened, right.
video;
[Y-Yukiko-san no don't make that face. D:]
...Filters often fail on this network. I thought you both might want to know.
video;
[...just she really misses Chie at times like this.
Hold on. Wait a second. WHAT IS EVEN GOING ON WITH YOU GUYS.]
...wait a second here, was this some kind of a secret double-date?! That was totally what happened, wasn't it? Well, then!
...that's what happened, right? I didn't forget about filtering stuff?
[Please tell her the network failed.]
video;
[Seriously, he feels horrible that he didn't realize until now. And while Yu misses everyone who left, he... doesn't voice it. Tower veteran, your leader is.]
Actually... it was a group movie night several months ago. Most of the group who was here at the time was there.
And more than likely.
[That or Kanji failed for life like he always does
no one is surprised either way.]video; AND NOW WE FILTER PROPERLY
[She smiles, immediately trying to wave it all off. It's probably obvious that she's still a touch homesick, but she's going to try and push past it.]
Ah, really? Sounds like fun. We should do that again sometime, since you said it's been a few months.
Phew! I got kind of worried there for a minute.
video; IT'S A MIRACLE o:
Yeah. We don't have those often enough.
[He manages a chuckle.] Well, it seems to be working now.
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video; private
[your "secret" is safe with senpai.]
video; semi-private
[Shiiiiiiiiiiit.]
video; semi-private - holy shit we bred a new kind of faillock
[IS IT TIME TO CALL ON OPERATION: DISTRACT NAOTO-KUN FROM THE NETWORK?]