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benigncancer ([personal profile] benigncancer) wrote in [community profile] animus_network2011-10-09 09:40 pm

[Text] [Locked selectively (see OOC text) and Hackable]

[OOC: This post is locked to each individual that Signless has ever met or spoken to, even for a short time. He also has locked it to each of the rest of the trolls, and anyone he's ever seen talking on networks. Basically, while it is locked, if you want your character to see it, you can assume Signless has seen you posting around. Or you're welcome to hack it, because Signless is pretty shitty with computers, anyway.

He's trying to make it open to as many of the prisoners as possible in the tower, without leaving it open to the administrators of the tower - though with his current paranoia, he's pretty sure that they'll find out, from the spies who will certainly see it]


ALL RIGHT, ALL OF YOU FUCKASSES LISTEN UP.
TODAY WE GOT OUR MISSING FRIENDS AND COMRADES BACK, AND FOUND THEM HORRIBLY CHANGED.
OUR FRIENDS WERE TORTURED AND EXPERIMENTED ON BY EVIL PEOPLE, AND TURNED INTO MONSTERS. DON'T SAY IT ISN'T TRUE, BECAUSE YOU ALL KNOW THAT IT IS.
NOT ONLY THAT, BUT WE RECEIVED NOTES TODAY INFORMING US THAT IT ISN'T JUST THESE UNFORTUNATE *FIRST VICTIMS* BUT ALL OF US WHO ARE PART OF THIS EXPERIMENT.
AS IF WE DIDN'T ALREADY KNOW THAT.

THE TIME HAS COME TO TO ACCEPT THAT THIS IS NO REFUGEE CAMP.
MAYBE OUR WORLDS ARE DESTROYED, MAYBE NOT, BUT THAT DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER, ANYMORE.
ARE WE GOING TO SIT BY AND WAIT WHILE WE'RE TAKEN ONE BY ONE, HAVE OUR HORNS SHORN OFF AND OUR BODIES CORRUPTED FOR THE ENTERTAINMENT OF A BUNCH OF PSYCHOTIC SCIENTISTS?
I SAY, NO.

THERE ARE A LOT OF DIFFERENT PEOPLE HERE, WITH DIFFERENT BACKGROUNDS, SKILLS, AND ABILITIES - MAGICAL AND OTHERWISE.
WE NEED TO COME TOGETHER, PUT ASIDE OUR DIFFERENCES, AND WORK TO FIND THE PEOPLE WHO'VE BROUGHT US HERE AND DESTROY THEM.
IF WE HAVE TO STAY IN THE TOWER FOREVER BECAUSE THERE'S NOWHERE FOR US TO GO, SO BE IT.
BUT WE WON'T BE PUPPETS, DANCING AND SHAKING OUR PLUSH RUMPS FOR THEIR AMUSEMENT.
I KNOW THIS POST WILL PROBABLY ATTRACT THEIR ATTENTION TOWARDS ME, BUT I'M WILLING TO ACCEPT THAT RISK.
IF THEY TAKE ME NEXT, PLEASE, ALL I ASK IS THAT YOU MEET WITH ONE ANOTHER, IN PERSON, IN SECRET IF YOU CAN, AND TRY TO FIND A WAY TO FIND ME.
LET'S WORK TOGETHER, ALL OF US, ALIEN AND TROLL, LOWBLOOD AND HIGH, TO STOP THESE PEOPLE.

THANK YOU FOR YOUR ATTENTION.

[Locked]

[identity profile] 2nd-dii2ciiple.livejournal.com 2011-10-10 05:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[He's reading over Signless' shoulder, so he's been following along and he knows what 'I feel too powerless and helpless to do anything to protect myself' sounds like.]

[Locked]

[identity profile] lethechained.livejournal.com 2011-10-11 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
i should have known

[And now that he's said that she feels like she has to put on a brave face; it's one thing to be hopeless while you're by yourself and entirely another to be hopeless around someone who needs all the hope they can get. Now that she thinks about it, Signless deserves that, too. Being concerned about how she types seemed like a waste of time a moment ago, but now that she thinks about that, too, she can't help feeling like she should put more effort into it, at least for their sakes.]

Yes. Of course. It's better that we not be alone. [That note she got definitely has her on edge and she's kind of afraid to see what they've done to him, but it's still true that they're probably safer together... or at least it'll serve as some comfort (she tries to hope).] I understand what you mean. [She wants to say, 'are you okay?' but it seems like a stupid question to ask.] I'll stay with you while he's out.

[identity profile] lethechained.livejournal.com 2011-10-12 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
It's okay. I don't mind. [She's unsettled, certainly, and she's sure it won't be a pleasant sight, but she isn't about to let that stop her.] It doesn't matter how you look. [Now, to hope she can still say that once she sees him.] I said I wanted to help you didn't I?

[identity profile] lethechained.livejournal.com 2011-10-13 01:59 am (UTC)(link)
You're welcome. [It's a very appreciated compliment.] I'm glad I got to know you too. [And she means it, too. It would have been especially obvious if this was a video or audio chat.]

I'm glad. I know it must have been awful.

[She feels as though she wants ask if he's going to be okay, but she's immediately aware once she thinks it that this is a bad idea; how would he know for sure, anyway? Why ask for reassurance from someone who deserves the reassurance themselves?]

[identity profile] lethechained.livejournal.com 2011-10-13 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
Right. Welcome back. [She decides against saying that it wasn't all bad, then, because it sounds too much like a lie.]

I don't think I've met anyone by that name. What is he like?

[identity profile] lethechained.livejournal.com 2011-10-13 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
[She refrains from saying anything about technically not being human.]

Oh. He does sound nice.

Why does he think everything is his fault?

[identity profile] lethechained.livejournal.com 2011-10-13 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
I think I understand what you mean. [You think you understand, Naminé? When do you not blame yourself--] It makes sense. It's hard enough watching someone hurt but it's even worse when you know you could have stopped it. [--Whoops, need to amend, there.] Or think you could have.

But what could he have done? He was captured too wasn't he?

[identity profile] lethechained.livejournal.com 2011-10-14 06:29 pm (UTC)(link)
It sounds like it.

Is he [again it seems like a stupid question, but,] okay?

[identity profile] lethechained.livejournal.com 2011-10-15 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
I'm glad. It's very kind of you to look after him. I'm not surprised.

[She hesitates, then decides not to ask how much of it is him putting on a brave face himself, too.]

[identity profile] lethechained.livejournal.com 2011-10-15 03:09 am (UTC)(link)
I understand. It's like you said before about it being easier when you can focus on someone else's problems.

It's easier when you aren't alone too. If you have to go through everything by yourself there's no one to keep you going or keep you from doing the wrong thing.