deathsought: (☠ i'm running)
ᴢᴇʀᴇғ ([personal profile] deathsought) wrote in [community profile] animus_network2013-07-05 06:32 pm

☠ one

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I do not know what happened to my own world, but I would ask that nobody visits Floor Twenty-Five, for now. I'll be headed there after I make this entry.

[ He has heard that it will always appear that way; peaceful spring weather, with a pretty meadow. Maybe then, if he stays there... his magic won't affect it. Hey, it was worth a try. ]

I don't wish to introduce myself. It is better if nobody here knows who I am, or what I am. Though if anyone encounters a book in either of the libraries titled 'The Book of Zeref,' tell me. I will dispose of it. I may be the only one here who knows how.

✒ action, floor twenty-five

[ And sure enough, there he is, later. He's kneeling in a small clearing, staring down at a certain white flour. The flower was oddly resilient. It wasn't wilting, wasn't turning black and crumbling to dust just from being near the Black Wizard. But isn't that how it always is? ]

Our world... destroyed.

[ He whispered to nobody in particular, feeling tears threaten to roll down his cheeks. He picked the small flower, ripping the stem between his fingers. It immediately wilted, the petals shriveling up and falling off, with the stem becoming coarse and rubbery. Zeref simply dropped it where it was. ]

Was it me? Was it Acnologia? [ Again, asking nobody in particular. ] I guess it doesn't matter. Maybe it was better off, after all.

{{ OOC: Zeref's magic makes it dangerous (and possibly deadly) just to be near him, so naturally, a permissions post was mandatory. }}
integrous: (skip that needle back)

[personal profile] integrous 2013-07-28 05:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She's just switching over to voice by now - it's not as easy to make this point without that, after all. ]

Don't say it like there isn't some other option! There always is, you just have to look for it..!
integrous: (never made it up to minnesota)

[personal profile] integrous 2013-07-29 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Have you ever thought that just maybe you didn't look hard enough, or that you haven't been in the right circumstances to find it? Don't give up that easily, moron..! [ "Moron" here is not even necessarily insulting, she calls it the people she cares about the most just as easily as complete strangers.. ]
integrous: (who knew the other side of you)

[personal profile] integrous 2013-08-02 08:33 am (UTC)(link)
That's almost everything, that means it's not everything.. it means you could still be missing just that one piece of information you'd need!
integrous: (tell those stories to me)

[personal profile] integrous 2013-08-08 10:23 am (UTC)(link)
.. See? If that's true, then you shouldn't give up. If there's still a chance, no matter how tiny, then you should definitely fight for it!

[ At least she sounds a little calmer. For the moment, but still, she lets out a breath. ]

Else it's like you don't even think life is worth living.
integrous: (Default)

[personal profile] integrous 2013-08-12 12:28 pm (UTC)(link)
There's no way I'll accept an answer like that..! If you keep saying that, then I'm just going to walk over to that floor right now, you know! [ She's stupid and stubborn enough for it. ]
integrous: (the thrill of it all is)

[personal profile] integrous 2013-08-13 01:41 pm (UTC)(link)
...

So that's all you have to say about it in the end, huh?
integrous: (we've got nothing to lose)

[personal profile] integrous 2013-08-14 12:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ .. Killing.. maybe she shouldn't risk it. She can only think of the scolding Giorno would give her. But on the other hand, she isn't the type to give up on people either, so there's a moment of nothing as she's thinking. ]

Not today, okay? But I'll make sure to keep an eye out for you. To make sure you don't do anything stupid.
integrous: (our days of wine)

[personal profile] integrous 2013-08-14 07:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Then I'll be checking up on you again some other time! Make sure to be prepared!

[ Only Asahi is capable of making concern sound like a threat. ]