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While It Appears That I Am Currently Back To My Normal Body
One Without A Struggling Phantom That Is Even If Not Normal By Most Of Your Human Standards
I Am Still Rather Troubled By A Certain Note I Received That Read

Thank You For Participating In Our Experiment
The Results Will Be Posted Sometime This Month
Rewards For Participating Will Arrive With The Experiment Results

Have Others Received This Note As Well
I Believe That I Am Not Alone In Saying That I Do Not Think I Would Like A Reward To Serve As A Reminder For What Has Happened
I Am Constantly Reminded Of What Has Happened
I Am Also Concerned About The Data They Have Collected Mainly What Type Of Data They Were Attempting To Collect
I Fear That If The Data It Not To Their Liking They Will Once Again Experiment On Us

There Must Be A Way To Prevent That From Occuring

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[lethechained.livejournal.com]

I got the note too. You're not alone. I don't want any reminders either. [She definitely doesn't need one, anyway.]

I knew about the experiments they did on people's bodies but I didn't realize you were one of the subjects. I'm sorry.

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[Naminé can't help a frown, invisible though it might be over text communications.]

It wasn't as bad for me. I'll be okay. Will you?

[She only realizes the moment after she sends that last message that it was probably not a good thing to ask. There she goes saying stupid things again.]

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[lethechained.livejournal.com]

I understand what you mean. It seems like sometimes good things take a long time to get used to. Maybe even longer than it takes to get used to bad things.

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Exactly. I'm not sure if that feeling will ever go away [Not helpful, Naminé.] but you can't let it stop you from living either. [It's what she tells herself, anyway, and she can only hope it will be helpful for Kanaya, too.]

[She wants to say that she can't think of a reason for them to repeat the experiment, but the idea that maybe the despair that would come from being right about the return of the phantom could be a goal comes to mind and makes her refrain from saying so. Instead, after a moment's consideration, she attempts a lock and continues with,] It would be easier to guess what might happen next if we knew what they were studying. I can't say for sure but I do know of people who have studied hearts in the past. A lot of the things that have happened here have involved emotions but I don't think it's enough to prove that that's their goal.

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If I may have a moment of your time. There is something I would like to ask you.

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[consumedpast.livejournal.com]

It would appear that I've arrived in middle of quite the trying times. If you'll pardon my ignorance... What sort of "experiment" occurred?

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What reason or motive could possibly exist to perform these sort of "experiments" in the first place?

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A pity. I find that a direct answer is better than being fed riddles and more ambiguous nonsense.

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