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animus_network2014-02-06 01:05 pm
irreverence) wrote in animus_network2014-02-06 01:05 pm
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Chatlog 003 ☣ Been spending too much energy on stupid shit
[Good day tower, have a very bored-looking Asagi in her red training uniform and her jacket, rocking back on two legs of a chair in front of a terminal.]
Now that shit's not facing imminent explosion- you know what I don't appreciate? Dying.
[She kicks back, throwing her feet up and leaning back in her chair to stare at the ceiling.]
I mean, the once back home wasn't really all that unexpected, even if I didn't think it'd actually happen at the time.
[She starts tossing a bracelet that's similar to the ones on her wrists up and down with one hand, heaving a sigh.]
But when people make it so that I have to go and put forth all the effort I can with these things, it's kind of inevitable. One big downside to 'em, I guess you could say. But you know what's not inevitable?
[She catches the bracelet with a finger, twirls it around almost boredly.]
Dumbass escalations of force where it's completely unnecessary. Especially in regards to shit that was your fault to begin with. But I mean hey, I guess as long as you get off on fucking with people that way, that kind of thing isn't really a problem, huh? Except really, it kind of is. And I'd appreciate it if it'd fucking stop?
Like seriously.
Get a hobby or something.
Cause I hear about one more stupid 'revenge' fight and I swear I'll rig this whole place to go nuclear.
[And she tosses the bracelet at the terminal to shut it off.]
Now that shit's not facing imminent explosion- you know what I don't appreciate? Dying.
[She kicks back, throwing her feet up and leaning back in her chair to stare at the ceiling.]
I mean, the once back home wasn't really all that unexpected, even if I didn't think it'd actually happen at the time.
[She starts tossing a bracelet that's similar to the ones on her wrists up and down with one hand, heaving a sigh.]
But when people make it so that I have to go and put forth all the effort I can with these things, it's kind of inevitable. One big downside to 'em, I guess you could say. But you know what's not inevitable?
[She catches the bracelet with a finger, twirls it around almost boredly.]
Dumbass escalations of force where it's completely unnecessary. Especially in regards to shit that was your fault to begin with. But I mean hey, I guess as long as you get off on fucking with people that way, that kind of thing isn't really a problem, huh? Except really, it kind of is. And I'd appreciate it if it'd fucking stop?
Like seriously.
Get a hobby or something.
Cause I hear about one more stupid 'revenge' fight and I swear I'll rig this whole place to go nuclear.
[And she tosses the bracelet at the terminal to shut it off.]
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[He snaps at her, but then he catches himself and seems to just wilt until he's back to looking apologetic again.]
Look, I...I don't remember what happens during my warp spasms very well. So please, tell me what happened.
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[She's completely mild despite the snap, expression unreadable.]
I had to crank the cloneblade all the way up to deal with you. So you wouldn't wind up doing anything you'd regret. Thing about that is, they drain us when they're pushed that much.
[An idle twist of her hair around a finger.]
So as soon as I crushed your heart and dragged you out of the way, I died. Again.
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[It takes him a few seconds to process that. He had forced Asagi to kill him. And in process, Asagi's powers had killer her.]
[Once the gravity of everything sinks in, he slams his fist down into table that the terminal rests on. The force of his blow smashes a dent in the table.]
[He wishes Diarmuid wasn't so quick to try to make peace with Sephiroth, because he wants to hunt down and kill Sephiroth and his allies. Make them pay for what had happpened.]
[Though now, he has to focus his attention on Asagi. When he looks up at her again, he feels his rage melting away into grief and remorse.]
...I guess a simple apology isn't gonna cut it in this case, is it?
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[Her expression is perplexed, and she tilts her head at him curiously.]
I already died, and making you feel bad about it isn't gonna help.
[A shrug.]
Really I just want the stupid shit to stop. Frankly, I'm not a fan.
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[Serious and decisive.]
No more fanning the flames with those idiots. Just... pretend they don't exist or something. People like that hate being ignored.
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[His honor can't stand for it. His pride can't stand for it.]
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[There's a coldness to her voice that doesn't brook room for argument- she doesn't want to do this all again.]
This is the kind of thing that just starts this crap all over again. I might not care about it, but I don't wanna die again, Puppy. But more importantly, I don't want you to die again.
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Then what do you suggest I do? Just let them laugh at us? Just let them think they can do whatever and get away with it?
I don't want you or anyone else to die, so I'm gonna make sure those bastards get their lesson.
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[And there- there's something he's probably never really seen. Asagi is angry- not just irritated or annoyed. She's slam her hands on a table and lose her composure angry.]
Screw those guys, and screw their bullshit attitudes! If you go picking a fight with them, you're just going to start all this over again!
[She settles back and calms herself before she speaks again, running her fingers through her hair.]
Don't you get it? There's no honor to be regained with people like that. There's just pain. And death. And plenty of both to go around.
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If I go an start a fight, I'll make sure it's only my business and nobody else's.
It's because they don't have honor that I refuse to just take this from them.
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[Her arms cross, and she gives him a long, hard look.]
They're going to take the people you care about, and they're going to use them against you. That means me, that means Ryoji, that means Diarmuid, and that means anyone and everyone else you care about. It'll all go down again, and then? Then I'll be mad.
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[He snarls, slamming his fist down into the table, again and again.]
Dammit...
[He mutters, positively shaking with rage and frustration. Especially since he knows Asagi is right.]
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[Said with an affectionate roll of the eyes.]
It sucks, yeah, but picking fights isn't the only way to deal with things. So don't get too worked up over it, okay? Otherwise, I might have to calm you down.
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Alright...
...What sort of calming down are we talking, though?
[He opens his eyes again and grins, seemingly back to his normal self.]
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[She leans back in her chair again with a shrug.]
Generally though, I was thinking the kind where I beat you into the ground for a little bit.
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[It had been his birthday again, but he missed it due to the big fight with Asagi and then the explosions.]
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[I apologize to Asagi-mun]
[Reno's angry. Very, very angry. Angry enough to get a pulsing vein on his forehead.]
DON'T FUCKING TALK ABOUT WHAT YOU DON'T KNOW! Stay away from them, they're only going to KEEP doing it!
[And he's getting up so quickly he slams the chair he's sitting on into the ground by accident, and out of the picture. It takes a moment for the terminal to catch up and stop the feed, logging out.]