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You know what, I am so sick of this. Completely sick of this!! And look at me, repeating myself and using multiple exclamation points (two!) like a rebel. Because I am a rebel!

I'm tired of all these embarrassing personal incidents. When they aren't embarrassing, they're deeply horrifying and disturbing. I just want regular old test taking anxiety again! I want worrying about whether Anya is going to ask Giles if he has a new orgasm friend yet in public! And all that demon stuff, even that was familiar.

But here it's like, oh, here's that troll kid I'm friends with and he got his arm torn off. Here's me turning myself into a troll and going creepy stalker over Aradia. (Which by the way, oh Goddess am I sorry for and eternally mortified about.) Or here's me picking up the bloody scraps of the clothes of the double of someone I'm friends with!

And don't tell me I'm using too many of's there, I told you I'm a rebel today! I just want my test taking anxiety back, darn it. I'd even take worrying over when I'm going back to college, and that was a lot of worrying.

... Okay, whining done. End whining. In other news, who's still having wacky collar-induced sickness and power-tampering shenanigans? Cause frankly I'm finding this really worrying and I want to get to the bottom of this.

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...tell you a secret?
i used to complain a lot
but
in perspectivve
i might suck a lot at this
but at least none a the others had to do it
so im kind a glad its my thing
i knoww i can handle it

...wwhy
do i get the feelin that tellin you
you dont havve to if you dont wwant to
is gonna get me in trouble?

Don't be a goose, it won't get you in trouble. You can say no, I just thought I'd offer. As a friend.

Anyway, you're a good guy, you know that? You might think you suck at it, but the fact that you do it at all says enough in my opinion. You're allowed some complaining about how craptastic your lot is.

goose?
im sorry wwilloww
it wwas a joke

i guess
i alwways figure i wwill havve time to complain
once im done
heh

Oh. Well now I'm sorry. I'm trying to be less pushy, cause sometimes you look a little. Overwhelmed. Also a goose is an exceedingly silly animal.

Piffle, complaining can happen anywhere and anywhen. I say go for it.

oh
oh wwilloww
its okay
dont
please dont wworry about me
youre fine just the wway you are
honest

Do you mean that? Cause it's okay if I'm doing something wrong. I have a lot of experience with doing things wrong, and most of the time it's not the end of the world, so that's okay.

You just always seem like you're dealing with a lot, so I don't want to add to it. (Which means, yes, you are stuck with me worrying about you. Absolutely stuck.)

youre not doin anythin wwrong
i promise
im just
not the most social troll out there okay
youre fine the wway you are

You're fine the way you are, too. But thank you. You just seem like you could use someone that's on your side.

i do
havve someone by my side
it wwill be alright

Would it be nosy if I asked who it was?

terribly

my moirail is in the towwer noww
i dont knoww if youvve met her?
her name is feferi

See, I knew you'd say that!! The other Eridan's moirail is Feferi, too. I guess some things just stay the same.

And I have once, yeah. At least I think it was your Feferi. We didn't exactly exchange Eridan contact information.

you
could say that

really?
shes pretty nice

I do say that. If you have anything else in common, I bet it's that you're endlessly devoted to her, isn't it?

I think I didn't meet her under the best circumstances, her having just gotten here and all.

like any moirail should be

yeah
she wwasnt
havvin a vvery good day
ill introduce you to her properly some time
i think you twwo wwould get along

Well yeah but that doesn't make it less endearing and adorable.

I'd love to meet her properly! I think that'd be great. Aradia and I are going to host a friendship affirmation party for whoever wants to come, and you should bring her and drag her along with you.

maybe
ill ask her about it

Just let me know.

Also, um... that reminds me. If I tell you something I've been meaning to tell you, would alpha-you find out too or would I have to say it to him all over again? Because I think one potentially awkward conversation would be enough for me.

uh
...wwait
please
because if this is gonna be awwkwward
i think itll be better if theres only one a me left
so i dont accidentally make the awwkwward wworse

I don't see how you could make the awkward worse, but I can wait. But I should probably tell you before we have our party, or then it really will be awkward instead of just me perpetuating my own blundering.

i wwill find you
then
i promise ill seek you out once i stop being doomed
ill let the others knoww

Geez, don't be dramatic about it. It's not anything bad! It's just something you should know that hasn't really come up yet.

But I promise it has nothing to do with doom.

im not bein dramatic
thats just wwhat its called

but alright
you can tell me later
before the party

I don't know, the way you said that was pretty dramatic.

It's a plan, then.

wwhat do you wwant me to do
paradox space is dramatic about these things

alright

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