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[voice] Is ♞ even on the network's character map III: ..is it safe to look?

_{[Forward dated to the 13th.]

[The recording begins with dead air for a few tense seconds, before a young girl's voice picks up.]}

..so the network's stopped streaming all of that stuff now. If I'd gotten on and it was still happening, I don't know what I'd do. _{[Ignoring that she'd seen some people that were in the labyrinth out and walking about the tower again herself, but that had been a very.. fuzzy week for her.]}

--That's not the point of this, though. Um. Roxas, did I faint or something, the other day? And...

...Madoka. Are you really here? I'm.. if you are, I'm sorry for saying that you were just a dream...! _{Please, please really be here.}

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[See, things were serious and tense.

And then they weren't.

Rox is too emotionally burnt out for this, so he's just going to put his face in his hands and ignore this entire conversation for a second.]

She doesn't remember any of it...

[She was going to go on more, but Jin's smack to her head got her to pay attention to something other than the focus of her temper - and before it could re-focus on Jin, Roxas' comment sinks in real quick.

The flames of annoyance and anger got quashed real quick, and she takes a step back from Sayaka and swallows.]

You...don't remember the other day? In the music room?

[Good, the idiot simmered down. He crossed his arms and was apparently the only one that wasn't depressed now.]

Of course she doesn't. Technically she was already dead at that point.

[And he peered over his glasses because come on he has some exposition to do.] If you'll shut up long enough, I can clue her in and maybe we'll get some answers.

_{[Three people in a row claiming she was having amnesia over some event in the music room, _{two of which she explicitly trusted the word of.} Sayaka's shoulders slump, but then she hears -]}

..so I died the other day.

_{[and things make a little more sense. Her soul gem had been black, and when she'd woken up it was exactly the same as when she'd arrived - and she'd had, sleep paralysis, even if Sayaka had wanted to brush it off.

It's a testament to her improved state that she simply rolls her shoulders, showing Roxas a thing or two about being subtle about putting feelings in the bottle and asks another question.]}

I guess what I'm forgetting is how that happened, huh..? Did I fight the Witch and lose? ..I'm not the strongest Puella Magi out there, anyway.

Damnit!

[Yeah, bottle is not exactly air-tight. He's sort of bad at this.]

The witch wad you! Look- [He went for her wrist, if only to get her to hold up the grief seed again.] -see?

[Now he's just, exhausted, and it shows.] I was there when it happened, okay? I didn't know what was going on...you just, suddenly collapsed and...

And that's what I was talking about. [Lina sighs.] Kinda would be important to know someone is a...were-witch, or whatever that was about.

Just a Witch. It's a consequence of being a magical girl. [~~Wow did he really just say that term seriously--~~]

It's more like, the Witch was your gem. [He said, pointing at the general area of said soul gem.] You turned into it, but it's not really you. You were already dead when the Witch was terrorizing us. Think of it like your shadow, or your doppleganger.

_{[..Sayaka hadn't looked too closely at the grief seed before now. But she knows that symbol that's cresting the slim, foreboding artifact. It's very close to her, in fact.

As Lina and Jin chime in, she snatches her hand away from Roxas, and stumbles away.

The soul gem looks darker already.]}

No, no, no, no way! Puella Magi exist to kill Witches, because otherwise they'd just go around unchecked hurting people..! We're the opposite of them! So--

_{[Jin did say it was her shadow.]}

..I wouldn't..I wouldn't turn into a monster like that. I wouldn't. It must have been some trick of the tower, right? This is all the tower's fault! Maybe this seed was a fake. L, look. I've gone just as dark as it was before, so it was just a trick...

I. Was. There. When. You. Turned!

[Sorry, he's not taking this bullshit. He's just going to unload some emoticons all over this discussion.] You were talking about a song, but I couldn't hear anything- you dropped your ring, it turned in to the gem, and it shattered. You went completely limp, I- the witch came out from all the black inside of it.

[If you think this is a trick, then hold no let him just tilt his head up and point to the still-present witch's kiss.] Does this look fake?

And it--you--it didn't suppress my magic like the other tower monsters do. It wasn't as...freaky as them, either. Granted it was its own kind of freaky, but not like the tower's creatures.

[Kiiiinda awkward, though. What kind of name is 'witch' for that thing anyway?]

[And Roxas got himself a whack on the back of the head too, before Jin stepped forward and lightly grabbed the front of Sayaka's shirt.]

Stop. [He says, speaking calmly like a sane person.] Your magic is fueled by your emotions. If you freak out, you're just gonna get worse.

_{[Sayaka was on the verge of just running away entirely, finding somewhere in the endless expanse of books - no, she'd keep running. Finding somewhere in all the myriad nooks of the tower, and just hiding away, like she'd done when she first found out the truth of what happened to her soul as a result of her contract.

But there's a hand on her shirt stopping her. She takes a deep, steadying breath. She doesn't.. want to turn into a monster again, after all.]}

..yeah, that's right. That gem's the real me, so it makes sense it'd mess up when I'm upset. ..my body's not there to filter my feelings out anymore.

[He'd normally react more to the head-bonk, but...that gem was her. Not her body. And, when it cracked, she'd...

Sorry, he's just going to lapse back in to silence and ellipses some more.]

[Lina, meanwhile, looks a little...jarred.]

...just what kind of magic is this?

[And Jin released Sayaka's shirt, only to raise his hand and whap her on the front of her head. Three for three, alright!]

Didn't you hear what I just said? If that rock was the real you, you'd actually be the Witch.

[Siiigh. And now he's addressing the whole group~] I don't know much about it, but the state of her gem basically correlates to her mental state. Basically, the more like shit you feel, the darker it gets, the more chance it turns into a Witch.

It's what you get for making a miracle happen--

[Bonk!
_{She blinks up at the ceiling for a moment after the bonk, then comes back into focus.]

..and if you don't get rid of a seed eventually, the Witch just wakes back up. ..Kyuubey at least told me that.

[..wait a minute. Belated horror.]}

R--Roxas?! I thought the Witch was gone, so why would you still have that?! It's supposed to disappear when the source does...!

...

[Translation: magic is stupid and magic that uses your emotions like that is stupid. Wait, why was Sayaka panicking now-?]

Huh? Uh... [This time, Roxas looked at a loss for words, rubbing the spot just above his collar.] ...I don't know. I didn't really question it, I thought it was just supposed to stay there.

Sounds like a crappy pay-off for doing magic, if you ask me...

[And cue a confused look at Roxas.]

...I don't think we left anything of that ...monster, did we?

[Not calling it a witch, nope.]

Ain't all sugar and rainbows. [Boy didn't he know it! Though to be more constructive, he did shake his head.] Just the Grief Seed. The rest went up in a fiery explosion.

[And he frankly had no idea why Roxas had a thing on his neck or whatever.] Y'got a nice new tattoo at the least.

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choo choo time for the angstrain to make a stop

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