.003 ♐ cerberusTestament is allergic to your goddamn valentine foodstuffs. [Text]

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ Just out of almost idle curiosity
}↠ Is there anything to eat in this place
}↠ That is not currently over-saturated with sugar
}↠ Or the color pink

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[xanthous]

[He's preening right now.]

II don't thiink many of the troll2 do eiither, not that there are many worthy of affectiion here.

[And believe it or not, he actually means himself.]

What'2 the poiint iin cuttiing your2elf off? 2o you can feel better then the people who are friiendly?

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ Whether they do or not, it is none of my business or concern

[And it's also not yours! Specially not yours, considering the latest developments in his life, quadrant-wise. He gets the distinct feeling Psii is baiting him, and his first instinct upon such realization is to stubbornly refuse to take the bait.]

}↠ Hardly
}↠ I am not a particularly social troll
}↠ I make for poor company and I know it
}↠ So I prefer to keep to myself

[xanthous]

Bluh bluh whatever, mopey.

[Being away from the hemospectrum makes him even more of an asshole.]

At lea2t you admiit iit, but that doe2n't explaiin why the hell people giive you the liight of niight anyway2.

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ If you expect me to have an answer for that
}↠ You will be sorely disappointed

[xanthous]

That ju2t 2um2 everythiing up, doe2n't it? No an2wer2 for anythiing.

[Sighs. This is a depressing conversation and he's definitely not thinking of the same things Darkleer is, now. He doesn't have answers for anything. He doesn't know what happens to him, or why, or what happened to anyone else except for Signless. He knows nothing and he hates it, but he can't ask Darkleer, of all trolls. Darkleer has no reason to answer him, and he's a highblood. What if he lies? Or what if he's right, but it's not what Psii wants to hear? What he wants to hear is that he died alongside of Signless, because if he outlived his savior he wouldn't be able to stand himself.]

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ All I know
}↠ Is that the dearest an answer might be
}↠ The less likely it is to come to you when you need it most

[xanthous]

That'2 ju2t another way to 2ay you'll never get an2wer2.

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ And you never will, in all honesty
}↠ You can either make your peace with that, or not

[xanthous]

You don't even know what II want an2wered, a22hole.

[He's not supposed to be the one getting pissed off gdi.]

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ I do not
}↠ But I venture I do not need to, if only from your reactions
}↠ You do not care about facts, as it were, but meanings behind facts
}↠ Those are, as far as I know, the answers that more often elude those who seek them

[xanthous]

hyujn7m6b hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhvbghjghhhhhhhhhhhh

[Don't worry, Darkleer. That's just from him smacking his forehead onto the keyboard to prevent himself from having a fullblown temper tantrum. He's already running the risk of being culled for being so disrespectful to a highblood. He really wouldn't be able to blame Darkleer for culling him for insubordination, because he's asking for it.]

II'm only talkiing about my future. II don't know what happened to me. Only what happened to 2iignle22, who doe2n't know or ju2t won't tell me my fate.

There'2 not a whole lot of meaniing iin people holdiing back iinformatiion II 2hould know.

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ How... articulate of you

[Really, he's impressed and all.]

}↠ It cannot have been kind
}↠ That is all I do know

[xanthous]

How can you, of all troll2, not know? You were the executiioner.

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ Things are far more complicated than you know
}↠ Or even simply think you know

[xanthous]

Can you talk wiithout beiing a cryptiic a22hole. Plea2e.

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ I never knew what was done with you
}↠I am afraid there is nothing cryptic about my refusal to answer your questions
}↠ I simply do not know

[xanthous]

Well.

You're 2tiill an a22hole.

[MATURIITY.]

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ Indeed

[xanthous]

II hate you 2o much.

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ I
}↠ ...find myself utterly indifferent towards you

[xanthous]

...



Plea2e tell me you didn't take that a2 a black come on. Plea2e.

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ ...
}↠ ...No, it was not taken as one

[xanthous]

For 2ome rea2on, II don't beliieve you. Go back to beiing pre2umptuou2 iin other way2.

[disgracedvoid]

}↠ Somehow, I think that regardless of my answer
}↠ You would not believe me