second vision: exhaustion | text

[sawthelockdown]

If I'm right, it's coming up on a year for me since I arrived. Just about three more months, I think.

So, I'd like to pose a question to anyone who has been here longer than I:

How do you deal with it? How do you deal with the ennui, the endless stretches of nothing when the administrators aren't up to tricks? How do you deal with knowing you might never leave?

I had a purpose back home, but here I do not. I am not even a pawn anymore. It's a sad day when you miss being a pawn, isn't it?

Is this how a puppet feels when its strings are cut and it is thrown into the trash?


...Sorry. I just really needed to vent, in the end. Even if it was just over the network. Then again, it's kind of like the internet in that respect, when you think about it.

Thanks for hearing me out. Well, if you didn't, that's fine too. I know I probably sound like a whiny teenager. (Well, I AM a teenager, but that's beside the point, don't you think?) :)

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[sawthelockdown]

[That actually makes her think for a little bit. She...huh.]

All I knew for certain was what NOT to do in a specific situation...

All right, all right, I won't. But if the direct opportunity to punch Jason comes up again, I'm not holding back, unreadable power levels or no.

[wait what.]

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[warriorscribe]

I am not surprised they are able to hide from any superhuman senses.

*Senses like that don't faze Enoch. They happen. Not usually in humans but Asako wasn't entirely human anymore.

...Neither was he, he was sure, and he didn't have any such sense. Maybe it would come later.*