gloomyApoplectic (GA) ♍ Kanaya Maryam (
gloomyapoplectic) wrote in
animus_network2012-01-27 11:02 pm
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Ok For Any That May Be Confused
This Is The Alternate Kanaya Maryam That Some Of You May Have Encountered
Just
To Clear Up Any Uncertainty
I Am Posting This Message With The Intent To Contact The Cerulean Karkat
So Karkat If You Are Watching The Network It Would Be Nice If You Could Be Drawn To The Unmistakable Scent Of My Failures So That I May Talk To You
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And Terezi If You Could Perhaps Find Yourself Drawn To The Much More Literal Scent Of My New Font Color That Would Also Be Very Convenient For Me
I Need To Speak To You About Something As Well
That I Believe Pertains To Concerns You Likely Have About A Certain Someone
This Is The Alternate Kanaya Maryam That Some Of You May Have Encountered
Just
To Clear Up Any Uncertainty
I Am Posting This Message With The Intent To Contact The Cerulean Karkat
So Karkat If You Are Watching The Network It Would Be Nice If You Could Be Drawn To The Unmistakable Scent Of My Failures So That I May Talk To You
[Filtered to Terezi Pyrope]
And Terezi If You Could Perhaps Find Yourself Drawn To The Much More Literal Scent Of My New Font Color That Would Also Be Very Convenient For Me
I Need To Speak To You About Something As Well
That I Believe Pertains To Concerns You Likely Have About A Certain Someone

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Ah
Well
I Do Not Know That It Is Much To Be Proud Of But
Thank You
I Doubt That I Would Have Actually Done This With Any Amount Of Confidence If I Did Not Know That You Had Once Managed To Do The Same
If You Can Somehow Miraculously Curb The Cerulean Karkats Rage At My Decision
That Would Be Wonderful
And If You Could Similarly Curb The Rage Of Those Who May Be Displeased With My Alienation From The Hemospectrum
That Would Be Wonderful Too
But I Do Not Expect You To Fulfill Either Of These Very Daunting Requests
As I Am Fairly Certain They Are Inevitable
So
I Think Moral Support
Will Be More Than Sufficient For The Time Being
If You Dont Mind Of Course
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I'M OKAY WITH THAT, KANAYA.
AS FOR MORAL SUPPORT, I'M MORE THAN HAPPY TO GIVE IT TO YOU.
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That Is Not Necessary
I Can Accept Responsibility For My Decisions And It Would Be Unfair To Blame You For Such A Thing
I Think It Is Redundant At This Point But
Thank You Most Sincerely
Things Have Been Ok So Far But I Still Fear Potential Backlash I Suppose
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IT ISN'T AS THOUGH THEY DON'T ALREADY HATE ME FOR A WHOLE LOT OF FAR MORE LEGITIMATE REASONS THAN THE COLOUR OF OUR BLOOD.
I UNDERSTAND, YEAH.
WELL YOU KNOW MY DOOR'S ALWAYS OPEN IF YOU NEED TO CHAT.
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You Seem Perfectly Likeable To Me
I
Ah
I Am Unsure As To If I Am Really In A Position For This But
It Is The Same For Me If You Ever Find Yourself In Want Of A Conversational Partner For Any Reason
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I CAN'T IMAGINE WHY ANY HIGHBLOODS WOULD DISLIKE ME, TO BE HONEST.
OR WANT TO CULL ME. WHO THE FUCK CARES IF I WANT TO DESTABILIZE THEIR WAY OF LIFE.
YOU'RE IN A POSITION FOR IT, KANAYA.
JUST BY EXISTING.
AND THANKS, I MAY TAKE YOU UP ON THAT SOMETIME.
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Highbloods Are Often Of Very Biased Opinions In My Experience
And Often Said Opinions Are Constructed In Such A Way That Nullifies Any Appeal A Lowblood Has To A Highblood As A Person
So
In Short
I Dont Think The Opinion Of The Highbloods Regarding Your Likeability Should Be Taken Too Seriously
Oh
Well
Youre Very Welcome
I Am Glad To Potentially Be Of Some Assistance In The Future Then
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BUT ON A DAY-TO-DAY BASIS I TRY NOT TO LET IT GET ME DOWN.
THOUGH IT'S HARD, MAN.
SOMETIMES I CRY INTO MY GRUBLOAF AT THE SHEER UNFAIRNESS OF IT ALL.
THEIR WORDS CUT DEEPLY.
AND MY FRAGILE EGO JUST CAN'T TAKE IT.
JUST THE OTHER DAY, DUALSCAR CALLED ME A FUCKIN' MUTANT.
THAT HURT.
JUST KIDDING.
ER, NOT ABOUT YOU BEING OF ASSISTANCE.
I MEANT I WAS KIDDING ABOUT THE OTHER STUFF.