cullscuttlefish: (who will ease her woes and worries?)
Feferi Peixes || ♓ || cuttlefishCuller ([personal profile] cullscuttlefish) wrote in [community profile] animus_network2013-04-19 09:02 pm

eleven ♓ voice;

[Feferi can't face the network, and she really can't face anyone she knows in person right now, so this is only voice. And it sounds tired, and defeated. It's clear she's been crying, a lot, and she just sounds broken - not angry, just broken.]

...I'm done.

I can't do it anymore. What is the fucking point, when my words are only going to be used as a weapon against us? If I can't trust people I love...and it's not even their fault. I know that it's not, but I...I can't handle this uncertainty. I could handle having my heart broken, but I...I can't handle this.

Congratulations, Jason. You wanted to find the exact point at which Feferi Peixes can't handle the shit that you throw at her anymore? Well, this is it. I'm done.

My lusus - my guardian, my mother, sort of - is here. Don't worry; she can't hurt anyone, not with me around. I'm going to be with her for a while. Don't come looking for me. I breathe underwater, she is underwater, and most of you couldn't get there anyway. I don't want those that can - assuming any of you can - trying. I don't want to talk. I just want -

[She starts to laugh, and then her laughs turn to sobs, which she has to calm before she can speak again.]

- you know, I found out a while ago that if I hadn't been brought here, I would have died roughly fifteen minutes after my last memory from home. Till now, I thought there was a point to fighting, because I didn't want that to be my end. But I just don't know anymore.
evokingfool: (Distance - Dark)

[Voice]

[personal profile] evokingfool 2013-04-20 10:47 am (UTC)(link)
[He knows this voice.

Back when they split into groups and started that exploration beyond the mysterious elevator. To think that girl sounds so broken and her limit seemed to have been reached.

Minato stick to using audio, but his voice may be recognisable.
]

I hope you will be fine, Feferi-san.

[Asking if she's okay? Not the right question right now. What matters is what she will do now. And so, he asks.]

Do you know what to do from now on?
evokingfool: (Gaze - Something odd)

voice;

[personal profile] evokingfool 2013-04-22 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
[The words she said was familiar to him. To have a support system--his Social Links--to help him, being able to help in any way he can...and the desire and need to be strong.

There's a fine balance between relying on people and being able to stand on your own. Minato always find both sides intertwined so closely for him.
]

As long you don't completely cut it off, just...keep them in mind.

[It's presumptuous for him to think Feferi would think like him. The most he can do is talk and offer her what he thinks.]