[Text/Filter to (AU) Feferi broken by Sollux]

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im fuckin useless and despicable and you dont know that for some reason and aras makin me tell you so im tellin you
in my vversion a things you broke off bein moirails wwith me to go off wwith sol to be matesprits and spend all a your time on pee dee ehs right in my face right in evverybodys face but especially mine
because i wwas alwways flushed for you but you didnt evven care
you didnt care about me at all i guess you wwere just tryin to savve the other trolls or somethin so i dont knoww wwhy i wwas evven clingin to you here wwhen i knoww you dont fuckin care
anywway i had a plan to savve both a us and join up wwith the guy keepin us all trapped in the vveil and i didnt evven care that youd left me i still asked because wwere both seadwwellers
but you didnt wwant to and you and sol came after me to probably kill me
so i stopped you
only i sort a killed you like a fuckin complete failure idiot
so i get it
you dont havve to answwer this
actually no please answwer this so i knoww if youvve seen it because i dont wwant to alwways be wwonderin if you saww it or not
but you dont evver havve to talk to me again after that i get it
im a miserable piece a jetsam
if i wwasnt stuck here id seclude myself awway from evveryone else forevver
its not like it wwould make any difference really
nobody really evver wwants me there anywway

[ooc: whiiiiine. Thanks, Sol. :|]

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[JUDGING SO HARD...]

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[Hacked - and he's opened it up to everyone, so enjoy]

[thekidsare0kay]

what the fuck ii2 thii2 2hiit?
ii thiink ii got 2ome lo2er 2pooge on my 2hoe.
iin fact ii thiink ii need two get iintwo the ablutiion trap.

>:@

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[thekidsare0kay]

ii don't recall forciing you two 2uck my bulge.
or do anythiing el2e u2eful for that matter.
but aa'2 a 2mart giirl, and ii fully 2upport her endeavour2.
when are you giiviing me that 2wiimmiing le22on, bulgebiiter?

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[Such judging she is doing right now Eridan...]

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[thekidsare0kay]

techniically ii broke hii2 fiilter.
iit was pretty 2hiitty to 2tart wiith, though.

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[on all accounts!!]

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[if there were a face-palming icon...]

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[She didn't know if she really wanted to respond or not. It was... a lot to take in, that Eridan would go so far to kill her...]

W-well. Uhm.

[It was het fault for thinking he'd be exactly like Eridan as she knew. Yet, it wasn't too far off, was it? It was incredibly hard for her to always watch over him, and a toxic relationship that sometimes left her crying at night from the sheer stress he brought her on top of everything else she had to deal with. ]

Perhaps it would be best we didn't speak. And I'd request you not talk to the me from your time, either.
You have a lot of growing up to do Eridan, something that you hadn't even yet achieved when I'm from. A life is a value thing, no matter what the blood color that ruins in their veins, and to kill over such a trivial thing as jealousy... It's despicable. You need to start taking care of your actions yourself, and realize the repercussions. You won't have me to clean up your mess.
So I wish the best to you, Eridan, and I hope someday you can find someone wonderful to be your moirail. But, as you said yourself... That someone cannot be me.

[Feferi took a deep breath inwards, batting at her eyes with the back of her hand.]

Take care, alright?

[And with that, she turns off the feed.]

(my comp is broken so I wrote this on my iPod, so I apologize if it reads weird! )

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How does one get a new roommate in this forsaken tower?

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