[Text/Filter to (AU) Feferi broken by Sollux]

[allthefeelings.livejournal.com]

im fuckin useless and despicable and you dont know that for some reason and aras makin me tell you so im tellin you
in my vversion a things you broke off bein moirails wwith me to go off wwith sol to be matesprits and spend all a your time on pee dee ehs right in my face right in evverybodys face but especially mine
because i wwas alwways flushed for you but you didnt evven care
you didnt care about me at all i guess you wwere just tryin to savve the other trolls or somethin so i dont knoww wwhy i wwas evven clingin to you here wwhen i knoww you dont fuckin care
anywway i had a plan to savve both a us and join up wwith the guy keepin us all trapped in the vveil and i didnt evven care that youd left me i still asked because wwere both seadwwellers
but you didnt wwant to and you and sol came after me to probably kill me
so i stopped you
only i sort a killed you like a fuckin complete failure idiot
so i get it
you dont havve to answwer this
actually no please answwer this so i knoww if youvve seen it because i dont wwant to alwways be wwonderin if you saww it or not
but you dont evver havve to talk to me again after that i get it
im a miserable piece a jetsam
if i wwasnt stuck here id seclude myself awway from evveryone else forevver
its not like it wwould make any difference really
nobody really evver wwants me there anywway

[ooc: whiiiiine. Thanks, Sol. :|]

Comments

[thekidsare0kay]

yeah, you're riight.
but even 2tiill, iif you'd fuckiing APOLOGIIZED, the way a thoughtful per2on would, iin2tead of tryiing two make iit all about conviinciing her two piity you de2piite the fact that you kiilled her
maybe ii wouldn't have had the urge two call you out.