There's not a lot waiting for me at home. I guess if everybody else wants to wreck this place getting out I'm not going to stop them, but that's not really fair if a lot of us want to stay.
Well, a lot of people want to rebuild their worlds, don't they? Even if my world was fixed there wouldn't be anything for me, though, so I'd like it better if I could stay here.
... I would... like to go home, but all that would await me is parting with my closest friend forever. ... I am not sure I would not want to stay here. But this place is so unnatural. It will never not be.
I know people want to get rid of the admins, and I do too, but I don't want everyone to wreck the entire place when I don't have anywhere else to go. I just wanted to know if anyone else felt like that, because maybe then we could try and make this place safe instead of just ruining it.
Do you think there's really a way to fix everything? I want there to be, but I've never been downstairs like some people here have. It would be nice if we could fix things and stay here, too.
[She has too many friends in the Tower she doesn't feel ready to explain this to yet to do it un-anoned]
Maybe.
Back home something's going to happen. Something really bad. And I don't want it to, but I'm not sure I could change it. Lately I've been wondering if I should try anyway, but what I do could really hurt the people I care about most, and I could never let that happen. Ever.
But things can't stay the way they are now. I don't think the admins understand that they're hurting us. Even if we can't die. Even if these aren't our real bodies. The stuff they do hurts us and feels real. That's why so many people want to leave even if they'd want to stay otherwise.
And if they do understand that, then they need to be stopped even more.
I know we have to get rid of the admins, but I'm kind of worried that the people who are most interested in doing it seem like they'd destroy this entire place to do it. I mean, I know why they'd do that! Maybe it's selfish of me, but I want somewhere to live, too, and at home there isn't anything even if it gets fixed.
Yeah, I don't like that either. I think I just mean that if we could get rid of all that, maybe we could make this place livable? Not if everyone trying to go home destroys it all, though.
Not the way it is now! But some people are dead at home, or nearly dead, or a lot of other terrible things. Can you be mad at them for wanting to be somewhere where they can avoid that?
One of the anonymous responses says it well. It depends on how you define returning home.
I want to go home to my people, my family and friends, the the sounds of the forest and of life. I want to go to the land that is promised to my kin. Now especially.
If you have things to go back to, I understand why you'd want to fix everything at all costs. But if this tower is the only place where you're not dead or dying or maybe worse things, then it's different, I think.
This is the reason I wish to keep the Administrators from using us.
Every day I wonder if I should stay here or not, and take into account those who wish to stay here. Even should my world be fixed my fate back home is not one I would wish on others. [And she spends every day in fear of returning to that, even if she knows it's either that or wandering her dead world as a spirit.]
If we were treated like human beings rather than something no better than toys or insects or if we were being told what the progress is on the research into restoring our worlds, there would be less objections to staying here. As it stands right now, it feels as if several of the Administrators live in fear of one another and withhold knowledge that could be useful to all sides. How can they expect to lead if they do not even trust one another?
I don't know a lot about them except what they say here. Maybe they can't help it for some reason or maybe they just like being mean, but I think we should get rid of them. I just don't want this place to be destroyed doing that. I guess that's kind of selfish.
I heard somebody was looking into fixing this whole dimension-killing crap. Whatever it is. If it can be stopped, or better yet reversed, I owe it to the people of Primal Earth and all the countless dimensions out there to help with that.
I'd never be able to forgive myself otherwise. I didn't become a superhero just to save my own butt.
Why yes, let's all stay here as Ruana's fodder and Jason's guinea pigs. Abandon our worlds and leave everything as it is, destroyed, and enjoy the illusions of the glamour.
Oh please.
I'm aware some have it better in this place than in their homes, but in the end it's just another hell. We are being told half-truths since the beginning.
Tell me anon. What do YOU think would make this a safer and better place to live?
I don't know 100%, but do the people who are trying to destroy everything know 100% what to do to fix everything? I want to get rid of the admins and I want this place to still be in one piece so maybe we can fix it.
I know there are people who would be better off here. I'm arguably one, myself; if I return to the world I had been before, I will be thrown to another world at random, and I don't know if I'll ever see my home world again. But I know there are those who have even worse fates in store, and I'm hoping that this place can be stabilized, somehow, for them, but not if it means leaving hundreds of worlds of people dead.
I want to try to make everything all right. I don't want to destroy this tower because even IF all of us leave, there are still people here, people who, while others may not think so, deserve to live as well.
I just want somewhere to stay, and this place is better than home. But now things seem even worse than they were before the power cores broke, so it's a little frightening.
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