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You heard me.

[He does his best to not be a huge wriggler about this, but his jaw is twitching.]

You remember when they did all those freaky experiments, and they claimed they were sending rewards out afterward?

Well. She was mine. She's been here ever since.

[WOW WHAT.

It takes her a second to process this, and then slowly but surely, the hurt starts to set in.]

Why didn't you tell me?

[Karkat can feel it, and it breaks some of his resolve. His jaw twitches more frequently.]

I--

[Oh wait, maybe he shouldn't say that...but then again, it wasn't like he could lie to Terezi anyway.]

--knowing your history with Vriska. I didn't know how you'd react.

[Okay, maybe this isn't as terrible as she's assuming it is. That is a pretty valid reason.]

How were you feeding her?

[Oh. His heart nearly stops.]

...

[He backs up to lean against the door and stuffs his hands in his pockets. After a moment, he sighs with resignation and speaks.]

I--got desperate. She wouldn't eat. So... [He swallows. He can't say it to her face, he knows how it looks considering her history, so he immediately spits out an apology to avoid throwing Vriska under the bus.] Look, I'm sorry. It wasn't supposed to get this out of hand. She took to the monsters in the forest and then -- I don't know, she started hunting on her own.

[And now she's looking a bit on edge, though at least the apology is something.]

So what? Did you feed her or not?

Of course I fed her, what the fuck else was I supposed to do? Let her eat me? Let her wander like she is now?

Edited 2012-05-31 05:51 (UTC)

[She frowns, crossing her arms over her chest tightly.]

How did you feed her?

Do we have to talk about this?

[She rolls her eyes.]

Yes! Just tell me!

Whoever wandered too close was spiderfood. As long as I didn't recognize them.

[Her eyes narrow.]

Anyone?

I was desperate.

[Which is a yes.]

She started feeding herself for a while. I guess because my feedings weren't frequent enough, because frankly, I hate the job. So I stopped completely once she started that. Now...I don't know what happened.

[He looks away.]

But it wasn't me.

Edited 2012-06-01 04:10 (UTC)

[At least he's being honest, but she's still really hurt. She's trying to seem like she's only angry, but his stupid Heart powers are making that fail.]

There are a million people in this tower who deserve it, and you decided to just murder a bunch instead?

I don't exactly have the luxury of choice.

[Its easier to ignore when he's not looking at her.]

[Well, that makes the anger flare up again at least!]

Liar. You wanted to take the easy way out.

[That gets his attention. His eyes flick upward and narrow a bit.]

I wasn't looking to die. That's all.

I would have helped you, stupid.

Don't you get it? I don't want you involved. I don't even want to do it! I just--

[Oh, he's fit to burst. He just throws his hands up and pushes himself to his feet.]

[She reaches out to snag his wrist before he can leave, because nope.]

Why didn't you want me involved?

[He immediately tries to pull away because nope nope nope nope.]

Because I don't do this for fun, Terezi. She's my lusus.

[NOPE NOT LETTING GO.]

I never said it was fun. It would have been easier.

I don't care.

[STILL TUGGING]

[She actually... Looks kind of taken aback by that response? She lets go of his wrist.]

Fine.

[He senses that and gets a little indignant, unable to control the flare in his temper.]

Yeah wow, look at that, Vantas actually does care about people besides himself! Its a pretty insane revelation, I know! So out of this world the Purrfection herself could see it from the next god damn star system! Whodathunk?

[He punches the door to try and trigger it to open, but fails miserably. So he swipes at the mechanism again to force it open, so that he can leave.

Except he doesn't--he kind of stops, obviously with some effort.]

I told you. It got out of hand. I don't know what else you want from me, but there it is. There's nothing else I can do about it. I'm a callous, indiscriminate, despicable murderer. I get it.