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Entry Log 2 [Video] [Filtered away from Oowada Mondo & Kuwata Leon] [Forward dated to 1 Sept]

[The feed turns on to show a young 'girl' blushing brightly. 'She' shyly averts her eyes and can't quite look at the camera at first then 'she' takes a deep breath and looks into the camera with renewed confidence. 'Her' filters should work after all. This programming prodigy has written the codes 'herself' after all and checked them numerous times. That doesn't stop 'her' from stammering though. This is so embarrassing! But it's been troubling 'her' for a while now and since 'she' has decided to be strong and not run away from anything anymore...]

A-ano... does... does anyone know how one can tell if... if a friendship is perhaps more than just a friendship? How do you tell if you perhaps like someone... more than a friend? How do you know if that person feels the same way or not? I...

[There's a pause... then a frantic...] T-Thank you very much for your kind attention!

((Edit: Forward dated to 1 Sept when filters don't fail... orz))

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Well... let's see... How do you imagine the world would be without them?

Without them?

[That... a world without Mondo... That-that... he gets teary...]

I-I don't want to be without them!

It's hard to imagine, isn't it? [Well he's, still smiling but it's a bit sadder 'cause crap he didn't mean to make this kid cry--]

It seems much... darker, doesn't it? Like something is missing.

Mn. I... I'd rather something happened to me than to them...

[He nodded.] I understand. When I realized I loved someone more than just a friend... the thought of being without him, I couldn't even imagine it myself, even though we'd already been apart for so long before.

I's different than just with friends... Even just hearing their name or thinking about them makes everything brighter, more than just your friends could.

[~~goddamnit you are so sappy shut up~~]

Eh...? Him...? The person you love is...

[So, there is hope after all!]

Hm? Yes... The one I love is a man.

[Oh and it's now when he starts looking a bit red.] Is that a problem...?

[quickly shakes his head] No! There's no problem at all! It's just that... just that... you see... the person I like, is well... of the same gender as me too... so, so, I feel really relieved that this isn't wierd!

Edited 2012-08-31 05:18 (UTC)

[Don't worry, he's still smiling pretty dorkily at least.] Of course it's not-- and don't let anyone let you think otherwise. If you love them, then nothing else should matter.

Mn! I'm not worried about that anymore!

Is your special person here with you?

[Oh boy he's even more red, look at that.]

Yes, he is... He came here around the same time I did. Every day I feel lucky to have him here with me.

... [someone who's feeling as embarrassed as him!]

Have you... told him how you feel...?

[They've got enough red to color a communist flag at this point.]

Actually, he told me first. Although, I don't think I hid my feelings very well even before that. [Ahahaha....]

[XD]

Eh? He did? ... that's lucky... [and envies him a little because Mondo would never, ever, ever do that...]

If you want to know the truth, he actually only brought it up the first time because someone else asked him first... [Oh Taurus Temple, you're a trip.]

But... If you think you really love this person, the best thing you can do is to just come out and say it. Whatever happens can't be any worse than living in ambiguity.

Because someone asked him...? A friend?

Mn... I guess so... but what exactly should I say...

A very... pushy friend. [Can you see all of the awkward on his face it is palpable.]

Just tell him what you've said here-- how you really feel. Although it can be kind of scary to just come out with it... you could always try practicing what you want to say.

Pushy...?

... tell him all that? I... Mn. I guess I could try to. I'll have to try to.

She... liked him as more than a friend too. And she was very vocal about it.

It's better than forever wondering if he likes you back or not, isn't it?

Edited 2012-09-04 00:41 (UTC)

Eh? So... she was your rival?

It is...

In a weird way, yes. But she's still a very close friend of mine.

Just have confidence in yourself. I'm sure you'll do fine.

Well, that's good! Is she here too?

Mn! Thank you, Kurosu-sensei!

No... Not any more, at least.

[Look at how much he is going to avoid this topic now yeeaaah]

Oh, I see... but your special person is still he, isn't he?

He is. And he makes things a lot easier, I assure you.

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