[Recent events had shaken Madoka to the core, causing her to lose countless hours of sleep as she dwelled on the ramifications of it all. It was not that her body had turned out to be a facade, that had happened once before when it was revealed to her by Kyubey that all Magical Girls were no longer human, but rather, when everything else had been stripped away, Gretchen still remained firmly in the depths of her soul. Without anything to separate her two personae from one another, it was becoming increasingly difficult to tell where she began and the witch ended.

As she often did in moments of crisis like these, Madoka decided to do what came naturally to her, reaching out to her friends for help.]
( [locked to Puella Magi.] )

Um, hello everyone. I just had a question that's been bothering me for awhile now and I'd really really appreciate it if you could help me with it.

Anyway If someone is suffering do you think it is right to kill them to end their pain? I really don't know myself....

Sorry to bother everyone, but I have a quick question I hope someone who know more about the topic could help me with.

[Madoka takes a deep breath]

My name is Madoka Kanami and I'm a magical girl, just like a few other people who are already here. But, unlike them, I don't have a soul gem and became a magical girl in a  very different way from what others I've talked to went through in order to become magical girls.

Since we're so different no one I've talked to seems to know a way to prevent me from eventually turning into something horrible. If anyone knows a way I can prevent that from happening, even just for a little while, I'd very much appreciate if you could tell me. Even if it's just a guess, it would really help.

If you need to know anything about this, please just ask. I'll do anything I can to help.